Chapter 8 (2/2)

I’m worried about straying away from the original plot I know, but I don’t want to keep the original plot at the expense of my life.

Don’t tell me that I shouldn’t be alive. The possibility of this world killing me in the future isn’t possible, is it? I’m afraid that I will be forced to disappear.

I should take care of myself first. I don’t want to die miserably twice.

There is a long way to go if I want to return to the real world I lived in, and in a way, this is my second life.

Although I borrowed someone else’s body and shared her memories, it was also a chance for me to live again. In this moment, I am alive and well— even if this world wasn’t where I was born and raised in.

‘This time, I have to live a long and fulfilled life.’

My goal is to live comfortably in this complicated world.

But to do that, how should I live from now on?

If everything in the future goes like how it did in the original, then I shouldn’t stay here.

It was plausible to imagine Rashid, who was blinded by his love for Priscilla, kicking me out so Priscilla could have my position. I’m still in an ambiguous position, but if I think of myself simply as a former duchess…it’s so terrible. Maybe I should be thankful for getting kicked out alive, and not dead.

Of course, I don’t want to die like Alyssa from the original plot.

Notes:

[1]tl: it means that she had changed what the story was supposed to be.

[2]means: 15 days have passed since the original or the book timeline Alyssa died and by this time Rashid would be regretting.

[3]but she, the current Alyssa is not dead.