Chapter 37 The Truth (1/2)

Chapter 37 The Truth

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How long ago was it?

How many years had passed from when I first realized I wasn’t the same as other normal humans?

At the start, it was just a coincidence. I can’t remember why my friends suddenly started discussing this topic.

“Speaking of girls, what sort do you like?”

The friend who spoke, what he looked like, I can’t even remember anymore.

“No expectations man, as long as she’s got a big rack and a big butt, hahaha.” I don’t know who answered like that either.

“If it’s me, I’m not fussy about looks. As long as she’s kind and hardworking and also willing to look after my parents, that’s enough.”

Someone elbowed the person who just spoke. “Dude, we’re not asking you to find a wife. We’re talking about something else.”

“That’s right! Do you like big tits, or do you like the shy virginal type?”

I don’t know when, but suddenly someone called my name.

“Oi, Wang Zhong, why aren’t you talking?” Someone put their hand on my shoulder. “What about you?”

“W-what?”

This sort of answer wasn’t because I hadn’t been listening closely, it’s just that I knew in my heart that if I didn’t add something to the conversation, my only connection to this ‘normal’ world would break. That was the thing that I didn’t want to happen the most at the time.

“Girls, man. Girls.” A distant friend who I don’t remember the face of said loudly. He slung his arm around me like a good buddy. “What sort of girl do you like?”

“About that…” I said uncomfortably, “Young girls I guess.”

My answer was very honest, but I don’t know why it caused a round of raucous laughter.

“Too good! Wang Zhong apparently likes young girls!”

“How young?”

“About… six or seven I guess.”

Another round of whistling and laughter sounded.

“What the hell!”

“But young girls are very cute. Wang Zhong’s taste is quite hardcore.”

I didn’t really understand what they were laughing about, but since they were laughing, it meant that they found it amusing right? Thinking about it that way, I also joined them in their laughter.

“They are very cute,” I added with a smile, just to keep them amused. “So delicate, so small. I really want to cut them open to see what they look like inside.”

As soon as the words left my mouth, the laughter that had filled the air suddenly stopped. There was only the sound of my silly laugh left, sounding both strange and lonely.

“What did you just say?” Someone asked me with a strange expression.

I still didn’t feel as if there was anything wrong, still laughing as I continued my thoughts. “I really want to rape them. Just thinking about those small, soft bodies gets me excited.”

The people surrounding me were watching me as though they were watching a wild animal. I felt slightly alarmed, not understanding why they would suddenly become like this.

“Am I not right though? Don’t you think about it as well?”

I panicked, raising my voice. I could not understand the look in their eyes at all. The topic was started by them and even just before, their expressions were vulgar, and words, casual. Why were they suddenly acting like they were wary and afraid?