Chapter 338 Finish 00338. And paw. (1/2)

“I didn't recognize you.... So you lost all your memories? ”

“No, I told you at first. It wasn't complete amnesia, it was partial amnesia. ”

An-hyun shakes his head to the left and to the right with an aggressive face. I clasped my hands together and thought about it.

If there is one thing I regret, it is that I heard about the past from Ahn Hyun's mouth. He told the story from his own point of view, and as such the story of what happened to Ansol was quite sketchy. I didn't really have anything to say when I said almost nothing at home.

I organized my thoughts and opened my mouth slowly.

“Then there are those who remember, and there are those who do not. ”

Tr an sl a te d b y jpmt l .c oｍ “Yes, according to the doctor... He said he'd forgotten most of his miserable memories. There are many possibilities, but it is most likely that they have developed an instinct for self-defense that they no longer want to remember…. ”

“ ……. ”

“When I heard that, my head went blank. because he forgot about me, and deep down, he blames his brother for his existence. ”

I nodded calmly. The situation was empathetic enough, although he had not heard it from Ansol's perspective.

Disagreement between a dishonorable family and the family resulting therefrom. Mother's suicide, prolonged domestic violence with abuse. School bully. And finally, my father's suicide.

Moreover, the father was severely schizophrenic.

I was in a situation where I couldn't take it without being mentally impaired, even though I was genetically challenged. It was curious that he did not pray for himself in a world where there was nothing for him.

T ra nslat e d by ｊp ｍtl.ｃom 'No, maybe I did.'

Either An-hyun doesn't know or she didn't tell me at all.

I laid out the beginning of the year once, and Najjik said.

“So what's happened to Ansol since then? ”

“… I was very confused and anxious. I was so reluctant to meet people, and when I got really depressed, I'd hold my head in and cry. And hypothetically, as the symptoms got worse, so did the aging phenomenon. ”

“So that's what's been going on? ”

“At the hospital... It was caused by an overlap of trauma and stress. I often recover abruptly, so I asked you to watch the progress slowly... I didn't feel much of a recovery over time. ”

An-hyun sighed deeply. His gaze was embedded in the lotus tree that was sandwiched between my fingers one day. I think he wants to smoke one. Give him a hint and shake his head.

I put my hands in my arms and tasted them again. An-hyun opened his mouth with his hands on the ground, slightly lying down.

“How could you bring him home like that...? At first, I tried to figure it out. It was no joke when I realized it was just the two of us. So I think I'll protect Sol somehow.... They showed me pictures, they took me to hospitals, they took me to places I used to hang out with. ”

“Why didn't you do that earlier? ”

“Haha…. Regrets are always late. Anyway, except for working hours, I think they were pretty much always together. Then one day. And I just had an idea. ”

“ ……? ”

An-hyun paused. Suddenly, he straightened me out and opened his mouth in a clear tone.

“Maybe it's not a bad idea to just forget your memories like this. ”

“… Hmm. ” Tr ansl a te d by jp mtl .c o ｍ

“Isn't that right? If I don't get better at this... I thought, maybe we could start over. ”

“Well…. ”

I personally disagree with the opinion. However, I did not take my heart out of my mouth. Perhaps An-hyun wouldn't have brought this up to me if she had kept her original thoughts. And I didn't want to brag about it because I hadn't been there.

Soon, Ahn Hyun's words continued.

“But, brother, Maybe he's just not meant to be. I was going to start over, and I opened my eyes and I walked into the hall plane with my sister. You know how I feel, right? ”

“… I know. ”

“If only my brother had been summoned the day he got back from the army. I wonder if there's anyone who isn't unfair... Well, it's sort of like this. Haha.”

An-hyun tied up all the stories with words that could not tell whether she was laughing or crying.

A calm night with clear moonlight. The son-in-law was quiet. An-hyun and I kept our mouths shut as if we had promised.

It was a bit long, and I decided to open my mouth first.

“Hyun, I'm listening everywhere, so I can't imagine the pain you must have felt in your life. Because I've never done it myself. ”

“… Yes. ”

“That's why, if you had told me earlier... You have no idea. Then we could have figured it out a little earlier. ”

“That's …. ”

An-hyun showed hesitation for a moment. However, I replied with a small tone. Tr a n sl ated b y Ｊp ｍ tl.c o m

“I was afraid I'd be abandoned.... ”

“Huh?”

When An-hyun raised her eyebrows in what she meant, she spoke again in a slightly louder voice.

“Well, to be honest, Even in modern times, when people say they have mental disabilities, it's true that they all wear colored glasses... And actually when I first entered the rites of passage. Remember that time...? ”

“Ah. At that time... ”

I certainly did. I kept my mouth shut. At that time, Ansol showed an unprecedented amount of anxiety, and she asked me to leave the beating hook and Lee Sin-woo quickly. Perhaps An-hyun heard it.

Wait, so you're saying the symptoms are a little better now? '

A lot of questions come to mind at the same time. But if I think about it now, I can't find the answer. It was a matter that I decided to settle in the first place.

I straightened my head for a moment and slowly got up. Then he approached Ahn Hyun, who was still sitting, and opened his mouth on his shoulder.

“Okay, I get it. I'm sorry to hear you say that. ”

“Bro…. ”

“And thank you for believing me and for telling me. ”

“No, I'm too busy to talk about it. I should have told you earlier. He's not anyone else but my brother... ”

An-hyun replied with an awkward smile. Looking at him like that, I suddenly reached out my hand. An-hyun glanced at my hand with a puzzled eye and then shook my hand with a meaningless smile.

As I try to raise my hand, I hear the voice of reason from a distance. T ra nsl at e d b y Ｊp m tl.com

“An-hyun! Where are they? Where are you going? ”

An-hyun and I turned our heads at the same time. And I caught his eye again. I breathed thin and spoke as I pulled up An-hyun.

“... The atmosphere has subsided a lot, but shall we go? ”

“Yes, brother. The festival is still here. Knng! Knng! ”

Soon, Ahn Hyun woke up and lifted his hand and stretched his base firmly. Then he bows his head and opens his mouth.

“Sir, our brush will take good care of you in the future. I'll do my best to help. Just give me something. ”

“Yes. Of course I can't guarantee it.... I promise you this one thing. ”

I was able to answer because I had already said something.

“As far as I can, I'll do my best. ”

After saying that, I head to the place where the clans gather.

On the contrary, I grabbed Ahn Hyun's arm.

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The consensual assembly could be finished in the Holy Tribulation. Personally, I think the meeting was pretty good. After only a few days of the festival, the atmosphere inside the clan seemed to have changed considerably.