Chapter 112 00112 Dark Past (1/2)

She's not weak. But now I was showing weakness in front of me. I also had a lot of things to say to her. But for now, it was better to listen to her. I didn't want to meet like this and talk about it a little early, but I also felt it was okay to talk about it sooner anyway.

With a sign of acceptance, she nods once and smiles slightly.

“I want to ask you a question first. How do you usually see me? ”

The intention of Jungyeon's question was unclear. But I didn't think much about it. Just as I told her the truth about a part of me through, she was now also trying to reveal herself to me. Suddenly, in the laboratory of ruins, she revealed her reaction to the Golden Lion clan.

“I think you're a clever and skilled wizard. ”

“And?”

Tr an s lat e d by Jp m t l .ｃ o m “I like to stay calm and do things in a logical way. It's true that you have your own foundation, but it seems to have some flexibility. ”

“Yes. And? ”

“… my voice is clear. ”

“Kick. And? ”

I kept my mouth shut and stared at her with a slick face. Jungyeon's face seemed to be smiling as a whole. However, when I looked closely, there was a thin curtain just hanging from my mouth, and my eyes were deeply silent. I didn't open my mouth anymore.

“… everyone has an outside face, and everyone has an inside face that only they know. ”

“Some people match their insides. ”

“No, I didn't believe there was anyone like that. They thought there was someone like them, but they weren't exactly the same. But for the first time since I met you, my faith has been broken. ” T ra n sla ted b y Jp ｍ t l .ｃ o m

“ ……. ”

I shed a tear. Of course I also agree with what she says. I used to think so. In some ways, I felt a little sad. What is it about you that makes you so disappointed in yourself and everyone else?

“I have no doubt. I am so aware of the benefits of the Crystal of Truth, and your sincerity is no less false. A person who matches the behavior of the outside world with the inside. It's amazing that someone like this is in the world. ”

I felt a bit tingly for a moment, but I quickly cleared up. I don't think I'm sorry. At least with the fact that my heart was genuine about my brother and Han Soyoung, I was confident that I could bear all the embarrassment.

Once again, Jung Yeon filled the cup with wine. After slightly soaking her lips with her tongue, she said.

“I've told you this before. If there are any corners that are not sharp, I will definitely get over it. This is my motto of living the hall plane. Do you have any idea why this cold horse was used as a creed? ”

“I don't know.”

“I was a clan member of the Golden Lion a year ago. ”

I immediately took out the horse without any preparation. Yes, this is Jung Yeon. I wanted to finally get to the point where I focused even more on what she said. She closes her eyes for a moment and seems to clear her mind, then opens her eyes with a polite, clear voice.

“You're not surprised. Okay, I thought you might have noticed at the time. Anyway, when they told me that you had rejected the Golden Lion Clan, it felt... unique. ”

“Being in a clan with no future like that is crazy. ”

“A future clan... Who can say that? But I agree with your opinion. ”

She pauses and gives you a shy look. A face that recalls memories. It didn't take long for her to talk again.

“The Golden Lion Clan is a traditional clan. Clan Lord, who was eight years old at the time of the attack on Barbara, died, so it's 12 years old this year. Given that there are no users left in the Hole Plane for more than a decade, the configuration is a union. Yeah, I don't know what it was like back then, but... they changed. ever since we took Barbara down, settled down, and started getting reinforced. Of course, I wasn't there at the time, but I think I deserve to be judged that way. ”

T ra nsl a ted b y ｊpmtl .ｃo m “ ……. ”

“I came into Hall Plain with my brother two years ago. in the prime of the Golden Lion Clan. I was in college at the time, and I didn't even know what language I was in, and I entered the Hall Plane. I was afraid that after I fell into a place called rites and passes, I wouldn't be able to meet the monsters I'd only seen in the movies, threaten my life, and go home. At that time, I met a user who had fallen apart in the rites of passage. ”

I wanted to say anything because Jung Yeon's words felt so sad. But she shook her head and stopped me. In response, I sighed and kept my mouth halfway open.

“That user was really great. He's handsome, he's tall, he's fit, he's got ears. who fit the imagination of a dream college girl at the time. Not only that, I became the leader of those who fell apart at the time, and I led them to escape their infernal rites of passage. And I couldn't help but fall in love with it. because he was great at the time, and he lacked nothing. I'm especially good with bows, but I can white-haired with a single shot. He was literally a white horse on a hundred-horse horse horse. ”

Then it's the same second year. And he's good with bows. I recalled a few users, but none of them matched her exact words. Not one or two archer users of the Golden Lion Clan, and those with fame, I honestly don't remember much less than Sung Yoon on the River.

“So I escaped the rite of passage, and together I entered the user academy. And even there, he stood out. It wasn't easy being the head of the user academy for a career as an archer. Until then, I've been practicing again and again, believing that I will continue to be with him. I didn't want to grab his ankle. And the day of the big graduation. He was jealous of all the new users and took the Golden Lion Clan's offer. And at the same time, my dream came true. ”

“What if it's a dream? ”

“Stay with him. On the day of graduation, he came up to me with everyone's eyes and held my hand and said, I want to go with you. I want to be with you. I think he asked the Golden Lion Clan to let me take one more. My grades weren't bad at the time, but frankly, they weren't bad enough to join the clan. Nevertheless, the Golden Lion Clan scouts gladly nodded. Yes. I was just a beginner at the time, but I followed him, maybe that was the beginning of everything... hah. ”

Jungyeon paused for a short sigh. I quickly poured the drink into an empty glass. And last of all, the bottle is completely empty. She drank my drink in a heartbeat. She wets her lips with her tongue, her throat slightly dampened, and laughs in vain.

“At that time, I didn't get involved with the users who came out with the rites of passage. Other users have said they haven't spoken much since they first entered the user academy. But I understood. No, I was happy. I worked hard to get along with him. You didn't get to choose him because you were incompetent. Of course, he took a little bit of time, but the delay was considerate of me. I entered the Golden Lion Clan with him, feeling like a princess. I loved that he treated me like a special person, and I was so excited. ”

I could recall charisma, a unique ability at the moment. Is that how seduced the user is by her callousness? If you are a charismatic user… No. Maybe she didn't have the sensibility she does now. I put thoughts in every corner of my head. Her words continue.

“... That was a long speech. I'll be done soon, and I'll tell you, life in that clan has never been happier. All new users who came in purely skilled were jealous of me, like the look in their eyes. At that time, I gave myself to him and went in for it... I even heard that he was called a whore behind my back. At the top and at the bottom. There was no one on my side. ”

“Didn't he take your side? ”

In my question, she bit her teeth. I could clearly hear the sound of his teeth. For a while, she chews her lips, sighing loudly again. She lowers her head, looks down, and opens her mouth.

“It was one night. I was trying to sleep with my body and mind that day, but people who used the same listing didn't come in that day. I thought it was strange, but I couldn't afford to care more about it at the time. After a while, you hear a call. I was already in bed and I thought I was the same person, so I closed my eyes. And at that moment, the user came into my bed and he literally put his weight on me. ”

“No way... ” Tra nsl a t e d b y Ｊp ｍt l .coｍ

“Surprised, I tried to get up, but the person who came in tore my clothes badly. I rebelled like crazy. I'm not usually like that, but either I was cautious or I was lucky enough to succeed. The vaginal flutter that I was working on to improve my skills at the time was really a fluke. The perpetrator went out with a loud bang. Then I woke up and looked up, and the guy who attacked me was bleeding all over me. He was a scout from an old user academy. He was furious as soon as he saw me. ”