Chapter 147 - How could Lin Yueqi still be alive? (2) (1/2)

But now, he felt incredibly stressed.

These days, in the days he spent with Lin Yueqi, he got to know that be it her nature and everything else, she was a suitable pick. Lin Yueqi also felt that Lin Yueqi was a good and unpretentious girl.

He was born without much of a tendency to date or pursue women, so Lin Yueqi was the only person he had been in contact with since young.

Ever since he began “cohabitating” with Lin Yueqi, he really did have the illusion sometimes that he and Lin Yueqi were a married couple.

But reality just keeps slapping him in the face.

They shared the same house but slept in two different beds. They conceived a daughter together, but no love was born between the two of them. It was funny to think about it, but even though he had a thing for Lin Yueqi and also felt that she would make a good wife, He had never ever expressed a single hint of love towards her.

Even when Tuantuan asked if he liked Lin Yueqi, he couldn’t answer.

To him, “I like you,” and “I love you,” are both very awkward and pretentious words.

He took a drag and began thinking seriously about the matters between men and women. If Lin Yueqi doesn’t make it through this night, he would be sad, but would he vent that sadness by crying like Tuantuan? He had no idea.

But he was very sure that if Lin Yueqi was gone, the little bit of color he was able to find in this world would be gone, and everything would turn grey and drab just like before.

The scene of Lin Yueqi retching painfully swept through his mind again, and that suffocating feeling grew even stronger inside of him. He wanted to vent this feeling, but he had no idea how. He could only smoke cigarette after cigarette.

Who knows how much time had passed, but Lin Yueqai’s voice emerged from the hall.

Lu Ting, “??” He pricked his ears and listened carefully. It really did sound very much like Lin Yueqi.

Was he beginning to hear things?