Chapter 390 - As Parents (2/2)

”Do you think she hates us? How…How did she grow up all these years, Jing? Our princess has been alone all this time. We, her parents who wanted to shield her from all storms were not even around her…we don't even know how she survived,'' Han Suyin held Han Jing's collar before she buried her face in his chest. Suddenly reminded of something, she slowly sat up and looked at him, ''Is…Is Jian Yu alive too… like our Princess?”

Han Jing stroked her back as he pulled her closer, ''She will tell us when we go to meet her later…We will go to meet her,'' There was an undeniable hope and happiness in his eyes as he spoke.

The first time he came across her in the restaurant, he looked at her only because of her name. But, there was something about her that made him like her more. He wanted to see her around, to invite her to Han Mansion. The more they talked, the more he had this urge to get to know that girl more but he held back, not knowing how to deal with it.

He kept reminding himself that even though the names are same, she was not his daughter and it is not good if he tried to look for his daughter in her. But never once did he think…that she was indeed his daughter.

”Suyin…'' There was something else too that was on his mind at the moment.

Han Suyin looked at him questioningly. His expressions looked no better than her and somehow she could see mixed expressions on his face. Happy, sad, anxious, excited, worried, confused… Han Jing's expressions were complicated for her to decipher anything and she did not know what he was thinking.

''We failed as parents…'' Han Jing said after a long time, ''We could not protect Mei properly, and now, we failed in raising Jingyi…''

The mention of Han Jingyi made Han Suyin go silent. What she witnessed today was like a stab to her. That was the daughter she prided over…The daughter who always had nothing but hate in her heart for them. And the same daughter who has… hired people to assassinate her sister.

A mocking smile appeared on Han Suyin's face at that thought. Han Jingyi never once saw them as her family. How would she see Han Mei as her sister? Something clicked in her mind and a frown appeared on her face, ”How is she right now?'' She looked at her husband, ''Shall we go to meet her now? Is she in the hospital?”

Knowing that she was talking about their daughter, Han Jing nodded, ''Brother Jing told me that she is in the hospital right now and she got a cast on her neck. Zixuan came there in time and handled it…'' There was a fear in his heart which was reflected in his heart.

Han Suyin also had the same fears. What if Jun Zixuan was not there in time? Would they have lost her? ''Jing…'' Han Suyin glanced at Han Jing with a weary look in her eyes. She looked like she will breakdown at any given point.

”Yes?' Han Jing looked at her.

''What do we do about Jingyi?'' The mix emotions she had at the moment left a bitter taste in her mouth. To her, Han Jingyi was not an adopted child. She had raised her like her own, with proper care and love but she never knew she had planted the seeds of hatred in her heart. Somewhere, Han Suyin was confused about some things. Should she blame herself for the way Han Jingyi was thinking?