286 Decisions (1/2)
I tried to check on her but my body won't move...
”I told you to get out of our way. Damn it.” Zeth rushed towards us and pushed me away.
My arm stings and the feeling of the blood flowing out of my body makes me uneasy but that's not the thing I am afraid of... it's losing Glace over my dumb decisions. I should have stayed when they said I should...
”What the f*ck?! What the hell happened here?! Glace! Glace! F*cking wake up right now!” Sitter tried to hold her while two of the medics are trying to check her if she's still... alive...
”Sir, you have to settle down. We can't do our job if you're like that...” One of the medics said.
After that, one of the medics showed up to check my arm.
”F*ck! F*ck! Save her or I'll f*cking lose it!” He's really mad... This is the first time I saw someone being mad like this... I can feel his emotions that I forgot to feel...
”We have to bring her back to the base or...”
”Or what?! Do your job right or I'll kill both of you!” Sitter is trying to intimidate them but it won't help...
”Calm down, carry her back to the base. Get this moron back too. We'll be there, we have something to do first.” Zeth ordered and so the other medic tried to help me get up.
***
We're inside a vehicle with almost the same look as a regular ambulance. They're trying to revive her while the medic beside me tries to tend on my wound.
The medic injected something on me and my head started to get fuzzy. After a while, I fell asleep.
***
I woke up in my room and I looked at my arm and it's covered with bandages. It still kinda stings but not as much before.
”Bro! I hate you! I hate you for making me worry too much! *Sobs*” This is the second time I saw Marie cry for me after I wake up.
I hate myself too for being so stupid...
”I'm still alive and kicking. So...” I realized... about Glace...
”How's Glace? I hope she's...” As I was saying this... her eyes looked in a different direction...
”She's... it wasn't your fault... I'm sure everything will be...”
*CLANG!* I lost sight of what is going on... I was too focused on doing everything by myself... in the end, I only hurt people but this time... this is different... I killed a person...
”Your hand! They're bleeding!” Out of anger to myself, I hit the plate beside me with my hand and hit the floor. This is all my fault!
”Aww!” She tried to help me but I accidentally pushed her away... she hit the floor and I tried to help her but...
”I'm sorry...” I said and she stood by herself and I can see it in her eyes that she's hurting so much deep inside... Damn it...
That night... I cried myself to sleep... Right now. I think I don't even deserve to sleep.
***
Wait... Where am I?
”Scy, we need to go back! We're outnumbered. Most of our men already died. We can try again next time, the data we needed is worthless when all of us die here. Do you understand?!” Glace said... Glace? Where am I? The area is covered in dust and debris. This place is like a war zone!
”No, we need to complete our mission! This is do-or-die, we need that files or else every life we lost today will be in vain. We need those files to know their plans. We need this Glace!” What am I saying? I can't control my body! GO BACK! This is madness!
*BOOOOOOM!* Explosions are happening all over the place and we need to get to that... same building as where they saved my parents.
*Gunshot!* Ack! Not again! I got shot in the arm and there's a random guy that shot me in my right arm. I tried to move as fast as I can to get away but...
*Gunshot!* This time... Glace fell to the floor... I saw her got shot while she used her body as a shield to protect me! I grabbed the gun with my left and shot the man and killed him before he makes another move.
Damn it... Not again! This time, I just stood up and rushed towards inside the building like I didn't care about Glace dying...