947 House Call (2/2)
She then saw a small room to the side. The mottled door was ajar.
It's much better than the old confessional from before… However, this doesn't match Mr. World's character. Did something happen to his state of mind? In thought, Audrey entered the room and closed the mottled door.
She had previously had a follow-up appointment with The World Gehrman Sparrow and concluded that he had fully recovered. To her surprise, she received a request from him for another treatment.
This left her puzzled as she felt a little intrigued.
In the rather spacious dark room, Audrey leaned against the wall that obviously had another person behind it. Her body slowly slid down as she knelt down with her legs placed diagonally.
In the calm and serene atmosphere, she adjusted her state of mind and said with a brisk tone, ”Good evening, Mr. World~”
Just as she said that, Audrey's spiritual intuition already knew the situation with his Body of Heart and Mind, or in common parlance, his emotions or mood.
Gloomy, disheartened, confused, depressed, and having no interest in anything… Mr. World's current problem is completely different from the last one… What happened this time? Audrey gently bit her lip and calmly made a judgment and used a timely Placate.
This was the most useful power of a Psychiatrist. In ancient times, it was called Psychoanalysis.
The ”dark clouds” behind the wall scattered significantly. Gehrman Sparrow finally hoarsely said, ”Good evening, Miss Justice.”
Leaning against the wall, Audrey thought and canceled her original plan. She maintained her brisk tone and said, ”I'm very curious about your recent experiences. It seems you have had too, too many encounters.
”There's no need to think about anything else. Let's have a chat first, just like we're friends.
”If you're interested in my life, I'm also willing to share with you some of the interesting matters.”
On the opposite side of the wall, Gehrman Sparrow fell silent for a moment. Without answering the question, he asked, ”What hopes do you have for the future?”
Audrey's eyes darted slightly to the side as she replied seriously, ”To advance myself, to work hard to become a demigod so as to better protect my father, mother, and brothers.
”Oh, I've recently visited the applicants to the bursary foundation with the other staff of the foundation. Their living conditions are really worse than I imagined. Although I've read some reports and was mentally prepared, I still found it unsettling when I saw it with my own eyes. A girl who's just a few years younger than me was very short and skinny. She doesn't fill her stomach daily, and she only has two tattered dresses. When she said that she wishes to study, her eyes were extremely pure and filled with an earnest desire. I can't forget it to this day…”
As she spoke, Audrey acutely sensed the change in Gehrman Sparrow's mental state. It was no longer a completely still lake, and it was now rippling and undulating.
After a short deliberation, this Psychiatrist continued as though she didn't seem to notice anything, ”I once anticipated having a beautiful wedding, wishing that my 'prince' will appear like those popular novels. However, after becoming a Spectator, I realized that I might never be able to fulfill this dream. I can often read the true thoughts of those men and see through their lies. I'm able to confirm that many people aren't as nice as I imagined, and it has left me disappointed. Hmm, in a few more years, I might be able to appreciate people for their flaws, but it's really difficult to do so now…”
Noticing that Gehrman Sparrow, who had his back to her across the wall, having the emotions of laughter, Audrey did a timely Placate on him. Then, she heard him ask, ”You once gathered information about dragons from The Sun. You should have some understanding of the Dragon of Imagination.
”If I were to tell you that your father, mother, and brothers are imagined by the Spectator pathway's King of Angels and that they do not really exist, what would be your reaction?”
I'll definitely collapse on the spot and directly lose control… Mr. World has a psychological problem because of his discovery that the thing that he has been anticipating—his ultimate goal—will never be fulfilled? Audrey was first alarmed by Gehrman Sparrow's question before she realized the essence of the question.
She didn't reply as she asked in a guiding manner, ”You seem to have witnessed the destruction of hope.”
”Heh.” There was a self-deprecating scoff sounding from the wall behind Audrey. ”Indeed, I once thought that I had family. Later, I realized that it was only an extravagant hope of mine.”
”Why do you say that?” Audrey asked like she was having a casual chat.
Gehrman Sparrow fell silent for a few seconds before saying, ”Have you heard of those fairy tales that Emperor Roselle used for bringing up children?”
”Those are my childhood memories,” Audrey acknowledged.
At the same time, she discovered that Mr. World's emotions were clearly stirred on the other side of the wall. Repressed pain was surging out.
This time, Audrey didn't use Placate. Her spiritual intuition and professional knowledge told her that he needed to vent it out.
”Then you should know of Sleeping Beauty and her prince,” Gehrman Sparrow said with a soft, hoarse voice. ”There's one such person who also entered a deep sleep until he suddenly woke up one day… He believes that his family is still around, and he works hard to improve himself, hoping that he can one day find them. This becomes his main driving force in life. Finally, he realized that he has slept for at least three hundred years, or even more than a thousand years, perhaps even longer. He can never find anything that he once had any more…”
The intense pain and sense of loss was extremely clear to Audrey. She came to a realization.
The gloomy, restrained, experienced, and ruthless Mr. World also has his own goals and reason for existing!
This is in line with his gentle heart… How pitiful… Although he was giving an example using a fairy tale, some of the emotions he felt when saying certain words reflect reality… When he mentioned ”deep sleep,” ”family,” ”three hundred years,” ”more than a thousand years,” ”even longer,” ”never find,” his pain clearly increased… This means that he's from an ancient time and has lived to this day due to certain encounters? This matches the situation of Mr. Fool being an awakening ancient god. It's no wonder he became his Blessed… Audrey quickly grasped the key to the matter.
She pursed her lips and pondered for a moment.
”Did his family say anything? Did they say what they wanted him to do when he wakes up?”