1261 Yueyue, I Miss You! Part Two (2/2)

His heart clenched when he saw her, but he started the engine.

The butler was afraid that he would be in trouble, so he opened the gates and Ming Ansheng sped out of the courtyard.

It was below zero degrees during December in the capital city. His car window was open and the chilly breeze blew into the car, striking his handsome face.

'Xiaosheng, listen to your grandfather. You must listen to him, study hard and share his burden…'

His grandmother's orders rang in his ears and Su Yue's delicate, innocent face flashed through his mind.

He had never been so at a loss.

He stepped on the accelerator and the black Mercedes flew into the dark night.

It was as though the driver didn't want to live anymore.

That's right. If death had taken him instead of his grandmother, he wouldn't have to live in self-blame, he wouldn't have fallen in love with a girl he could never have, and he wouldn't be as troubled as he was now.

But why? Why didn't he die instead?

…

Su Yue cried for more than an hour and her eyes became as swollen as light bulbs.

She still buried her head in the covers, and she felt like she couldn't face anyone.

She had fallen in love with Uncle Ming—her third brother and third sister-in-law's friend, an engaged man—and hurt Jiaojiao, the boy who was so good to her, all because of this man.

'Su Yue, why don't you just die?'

Su Yue felt like she shouldn't have been alive in the first place. What was her purpose in living?

Knock, knock, knock.

She heard a series of knocks and ignored them.