Chapter 154 (1/2)
Ziyouning still doesn't speak. Only the tears on the back of Gong Mou's hand prove that she is still alive.
Gong Mou felt that every tear was as heavy as a kilogram, and each of them hit his heart, almost breaking his heart.
He wants to lift his hand to wipe ziyouning's tears, but he can't lift his hand.
After a long time, he said in a low voice: ”rather rather, say something, whatever you like, scold me, hate me, curse me, just don't say anything.”
”Why do you want to tell me this...” Finally, ziyouning choked and said, ”Mingming, Mingming, we can have a good life. I and I can't remember these. We don't need to know these It doesn't matter... ”
After Gong Mou was silent for a while, he took her hand and pressed it on his heart: ”I don't allow me not to say it here.”
”But...” Ziyouning cried fiercely, but he was trying to bear it. He felt that he would be out of breath at any time. ”What should I do? Gong Mou, tell me what I should do... ”
Gong Mou said in a low voice: ”you can do what you want. Don't have any worries. If you can't forgive me or accept me, I'll turn myself in and issue a notice saying that I've done something unforgivable to you. You voluntarily choose to cancel the engagement, and I beg for nothing...”
He has a heart attack medicine in his pocket. He also knows how to deal with a heart attack. The hotel has a doctor on duty all day. If ziyouning gets sick because of his confession, he won't let her have anything.
”You know, I can't do that...”
”Then beat me. I have a whip here. You don't need to use too much force to beat me...”
Saying this, Gong Mou really took out a whip, put the handle into ziyouning's hand, and the hand retreated a few steps, back to her, calmly said: ”hit, I hope you hit me, hard hit, so I will feel better.”
Ziyouning holds a whip and stares at Gong Mou's back in the dark. His heart aches greatly.
What qualifications does she have to sit here and listen to Gong Mou's confession?
What qualifications does she have to complain, hate and beat Gong Mou?
She would cry bitterly and feel heartache. It was only Gong Mou who made sure that she was not the woman he wanted. All he did for her was that he recognized her wrongly, or that she deliberately made him admit that she was wrong.
Gong Mou didn't urge her. She just knelt quietly on one knee, motionless, waiting for her trial.
Finally, ziyouning put down his whip, stood up and said in a low voice: ”Gong Mou, let me think about it, I think Go back first... ”
In the dark, Gong Mou moved slightly: ”I'll send you back...”
”No, No Ziyouning covered his face with both hands and walked quickly to the door. ”I'll go back by myself. I don't want you to see what I'm like now...”
A guilty look.
A wavering look.
A hypocritical look.
Ugly look.
How does Gong Mou react? Ziyouning doesn't know. She only knows that she is suffering and tangled to the point of suffocation.
Sitting in the back car, she tightly covered her chest, gasping for breath, and kept thinking in her heart: what to do, how to do ”
the ghost hand sitting in front of her was driving and observing her state. He had learned from boss that she had a slight congenital heart disease. Boss asked him to pay attention to her state when he and ziyouning were together. If something was wrong, he must give her medicine or take emergency measures in time.
So, there's a heart attack medicine in the car.
Boss is very interested in her.
Zijia villa is full of lights and the door is open. The whole family, including the servants, is waiting for ziyouning to go home.
For this family, ziyouning, who has thousands of favorites, is in love with ziyouning. Engagement is a major event. It is even more important to have a relationship and engagement with the chief bachelor palace of Shangdu. Everyone is very excited and can't wait to congratulate ziyouning and ask for details.
Such a situation makes ziyouning feel more guilty, nervous and uneasy.
When the car stopped, she dried her tears and forced herself to smile and get out of the car.
”Ning Ning, you're back. Let mom and dad have a look. Mom and dad haven't seen you for a long time ”
” Miss, you are back at last! Are you hungry? We have prepared your favorite snack for you ”