Chapter 822 - Keep Thinking of Seeing Someone (1/2)
Chapter 822: Keep Thinking of Seeing Someone
Originally, Ku Jie wanted to say no.
However, when he saw Ren Xinghe’s bright eyes, he felt that he couldn’t reject her request. Finally, that one word changed into many words: “I will look for it.”
“Thank you.”
“When I find it, I will courier it to you.”
Ren Xinghe: “…”
After all, it was someone else’s house. So, Ku Jie didn’t want to stay for long. Just after eight o’clock, he made an excuse and left the courtyard.
When she looked at Ku Jie’s leaving figure, Ren Xinghe saw him off to the off-road vehicle. When she saw him opening the door, Ren Xinghe suddenly said: “Otherwise, I will go to the second-hand market to buy it.”
Ku Jie’s body stiffened, and suddenly it occurred to him that although Ren Xinghe seemed to let go of his hoarseness after moving, she was still that sensitive, suspicious and insecure Ren Xinghe.
As long as he said something that placed some distance between them, she would retract into the shell, which seemed to be a self-protection mechanism, a physiological state.
So, he rolled down the car window and rarely explained: “I don’t have time to come here every day, so I chose to use the courier.”
Ren Xinghe’s eyes were brighter, but despite this, she still refused: “It’s really not necessary. You are so busy and too lazy to find it. If you can’t, I will go to the neighbor.”
Ku Jie said nothing but he simply nodded and said: “Good night.”
Ren Xinghe smiled reluctantly, then turned and walked back.
Ku Jie watched her enter the small courtyard, and started off-road, and left the small courtyard.
Generally speaking, Ku Jie knew Ren Xinghe’s thoughts. Shewanted to depend on others but she was afraid of dependence. She brainwashed herself a hundred times a day, she could not trust anyone, could not accept anyone’s kindness, because that was poison, and that would make her lose her standing and strength.
She lived out the restraint and reason she deserved.
Therefore, Ku Jie felt that he was cruel, as if he was constantly releasing goodwill, and constantly releasing signals that she could rely on him. This, shaking Ren Xinghe’s life.
But, he couldn’t let his cares go, that kind of thing was like weeds, when the spring breeze blows, the jungle bloomed everywhere.
…
“Send him away?” After Ren Xinghe got home, Grandma Ren asked her while sitting on the rocking chair.
“Grandma…”
“That young man is a nice person and grandma can tell that he is a very sincere person. When I asked him a question just now, if it involved something he didn’t want to answer, he would rather not open his mouth than make up a lie. This means he disdains to lie. Although I don’t know where you met such a friend, grandma doesn’t object to you getting acquainted with him.”
Ren Xinghe smiled bitterly after listening to her grandma’s words: “I am just a female student in high school, why?”
“Little Star, don’t be too tired.”
Ren Xinghe heard her grandma’s words and nodded: “I’m going to review my homework.”
“Okay, we will wait until you finish the college entrance examination.”
Ren Xinghe had a hard time, because she wanted to have the right to choose herself. If she loses even the only opportunity for her college entrance examination, then she would have no future at all.