88 All about timing (1/2)

Jos felt her stomach drop as they neared the state lines. Panic seized her chest as bile rose in her throat. ”Pull over!” She cried out from the passenger seat. Before the car had even come to a complete stop, Jos was shoving the door open and bolting from the vehicle. She scurried through the tiny wooded area off the side of the interstate until she could no longer see the road and lost the contents of her stomach. Gentle hands gathered her hair and held it back as her stomach unloaded its contents a second time.

”What's the matter? You haven't said hardly anything since we left this morning and now you're throwing up?” Arei shook his head as he sat on the tree stump beside them and pulled her over to sit beside him. He patted her back while she wiped at her mouth with the back of her arm. ”This isn't like you, kitten... tell me what's got you so tore up.”

Jos didn't meet his gaze, instead, she focused on the large trees before them. ”I... I don't want to face him... Either of them really...”

He rubbed her back in small circular motions, ”Why, kitten?” He pushed the hair that had fallen into her face once again behind her ears cupping the sides of her face to make her meet his gaze. ”I'll be with you the whole way. That vamp bastard isn't going to hurt you again, I promise.”

Her eyes glistened, worry obvious in their aqua depths. ”It's not so much... that...” she tried pulling out of his grip but he held her firmly in place so she adverted her eyes instead. ”I just- well with things ending the way they did... I mean if he threw my phone in the ocean over us showing up a bit late... what do you think he's going to do with my stuff after a week of... this...” She cupped her hands over his as she held his eyes. ”And Russ... he has every reason to hate me. As far as he knows I slept with Xavier... have been sleeping with him this entire time...”

Arei sighed, ”I'm sure my assumption of that when we first ran into each other didn't help your thinking that, but I'm sure-”

”Arei, us too!” She interrupted. Her eyes burned into his as he thought over her words.

He released her face, his turn to be slightly awkward. ”I'm sure Orion has explained most of 'us' to him by now... surely he's given the boy my updates when I call... though if you'd agreed to talk to him I'm sure it would have helped more.” He glanced over at her pointedly arching his brows in mock irritation

Jos blushed, ”I didn't know what to say to him... I still don't know what to say to him...” She ran her hands back and forth over her thighs anxiously. ”I said so many shitty things to him the last time we were face to face... and he texted me but I never responded... I never even read the whole text...” She dropped her face into the hands. ”I've probably done so much damage there's no way he'd want me back or even if he did he'd never be able to forgive me... not fully...”

Her words were muffled by her hands but it didn't stop the pain in them from reaching Arei. He pulled her tightly against his chest resting his chin on top of her head. ”He would be stupid if he didn't.” He chuckled lightly, ”I'm not going to lie, I kind of hope he is that stupid so I can swoop in and be your Dark Knight.”

”I don't deserve him. He's so young and good... so innocent... I'll only make his life a living hell if I'm part of it.” She sobbed quietly against his chest.

He stroked her hair, ”Shhhh. Now that is absolute bullshit if I've ever heard it. One he's a man and judging by some of those scars you try hiding I'd guess he's not all that innocent. Yes, he's young and his position isn't going to make things easy for you two, but it's not going to be any worse than any other couple of mixed backgrounds.”

She glared up at him, ”Arei, you know good and well it's more than just 'mixed backgrounds'.

”Hum, well if that's how you truly feel, maybe I should stop trying so hard to hold back.” He pulled her face up to meet his as he lowed his head down toward her slowly. When her hand shot up to block his pursed lips he laughed and sat back. ”See? You still haven't given up on the kid despite what you're saying.” He tapped her chest with his index finger. ”Think with this, it will lead you straighter than your head ever will.” He pushed himself up from the stump and held a hand out for her. ”Come on let's get back on the road.” After helping her up he didn't release her hand, instead, he pulled her closer. ”And for the record, I wasn't lying when I said I hope he is stupid enough to refuse you.” His eyes held a spark of fire as he stared down into hers. ”Every time my name leaves your lips I have to fight myself to keep from pulling you into my arms and never letting you go.” He let out a long breath seeing the shock and worry written across her beautiful face. He released her hand without saying anything further and turned back toward the car walking in long strides. He finally called out over his shoulder as he neared the clearing, ”I'll meet you at the car, take your time.

Arei climbed inside the car and rested his head against the steering wheel turning his head toward the wooded area to watch Jos as she emerged. {They always say if you love someone let them go... Who ever said that needs drug out into heavy traffic and ran over...} He thought. After the bitter sweet torment of holding her in his arms as she dreamed of another man, there was no way to lie to himself any longer. {She obviously loves the boy...} The devil on his shoulder continued to nag at him. {What if she has reason to worry... Psh! Shows what it knows! Ry said the kid has been worried sick since she left and blaming it all on himself... same as her...} He let out an heavy sigh as she neared the car pushing himself upright and pasting on his best halfhearted smile. ”Are we back on track?” He asked.

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Shelly Held the small basket tight in the bend of her arm as she and Rin made their way through the quiet mountain village nestled snug amidst the Bavarian Alps of Germany. ”It's so prefect here.” Shelly said as laced her free hand into Rin's. ”I could see us with a cozy little cottage at the edge of this town.” She nodded toward an old sturdy stone building at the corner of the street they were walking down. ”Old and stone like that one, with a white picket fence, and tons of flowers and vines.” When he smiled down at her she nuzzled her check against his arm and continued. ”Maybe two or three kids playing in the yard with their pet pig.”

Rin laughed, ”Pet pig? What kind of pet is that?” He pulled their interlaced fingers up to his mouth and kissed her knuckles.