Chapter 3 (1/2)

Chapter 3

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After I stopped my useless struggle, I realized quite a lot of things after spending plenty of time observing and staying in this shitty room.

First, the maid changes every week.

It was like they were assigned to the bathroom in a way that they were making their best efforts to delay and lessen their time watching after me.

Second, most of the maids do not care about me.

They did not seem to like me very much. It was quite hard to listen to the maid’s gossip since there was only one maid coming in every time.

Third, somehow the old and filthy pacifier in my mouth always keeps me sane.

I would always be sleepy if I wasn’t biting on it. I realized this after three attempts.

Fourth, most of the maids have different personalities and work ethics but they usually come in to feed me at a certain time then they would only come back after four or five hours.

Fifth, I still don’t know who I am.

I’m confident about me being 10 months old. My status was not that low but I was also not welcomed.

Sometimes I could hear them saying something about a half-blood something and a young duke. From how they said it, I think I might be related to that young duke person or something.

Sixth, I’m probably a part of the Clown ducal family of the Heiron Empire. I’m about 97.8% sure about this.

Seventh, after collecting all the stories and conjectures I am probably a baby that’s related to the young duke, Sharendt Clown.

I’m probably not Sharendt’s child since they have called me half-blooded a couple of times. I’m probably an illegitimate child at best.

Eighth… No, then am I the child of that crazy, cold-hearted bastard Sharendt Clown?

No way. Then I’d rather be the child of the head of the family, Deshar Clown. I can even give you some affection. You can even call me a late child.

Ninth, in conclusion I hate Sharendt Clown.

Tenth, if it was Deshar Clown and not Sharendt Clown then does that mean that we are siblings…….

No, let’s stop it here.

Right now I have strongly decided to stop my observation diary. If I continued to think about it more deeply my imagination would definitely run wild.

Anyway, the way they treat me now was completely terrible so my first agenda would be to get out of this house. I would then go to an orphanage somewhere where they wouldn’t hold me back.

But to do that, I have to be able to use magic first.

Right now, most of the mana in my body was lost and the only trace left was the mana that I have generated recently. However, I could use minor floating magic with this amount.

To be honest, it would be faster if I found someone to take care of me but it was troublesome to find new parents.

An orphanage would be the best choice for me.

There would be no lingering affections and no weaknesses.

A family was nothing but a weakness.

Damn!

I didn’t want to be born into this broken family [1] and be raised secretly.

After experiencing things for a month, I have already realized that I was being ignored.

They washed me but they did not wash me well. They only used a wet towel to clean my body.

They also gave my meals inconsistently. Sometimes they would give me one meal in a day. Fortunately, I was still a baby who could only lie down so I could still endure it.

But I still haven’t gotten used to it since I was treated quite better in my last life.

Tsk, starting today I would be going around the place.

The Clown ducal family of the Heiron Empire was well-known for their silver eyes.

To be honest, it wasn’t that difficult to figure out the existence of this body since I was in Heiron Empire and my eyes were silver.

There were quite a lot of tales about the family that possess mysterious silver eyes in the Heiron Empire.

Once there was a heavenly race with beautiful silver eyes that descended from heaven and fell in love with a man.

As a result of their love, the human and the beautiful woman covered with silver scales gave birth to a child.

Surprisingly, the child was born with silver eyes that never existed in the human world.

Ever since then, with the strong bloodline of the heavenly race, the descendants of the family in every generation have always been born with silver eyes.

And one of their descendants were said to have made great contributions to the establishment of the Heiron Empire.

The first emperor greatly admired their loyalty and regarded them as his close friend. He gave them various privileges including their family name, Clown.

Right now, I’m not sure whether it was real. However, thanks to that information it was quite easy to find out who I am.

Whenever the Duke of Clown and Cillophia ran into each other there would always be a big confrontation.

The sword could not defeat any of us, however there were occasions when the sword could defeat magic.

Anyway, a lot of the Empire’s military secrets pass through the basement of Duke Clown so if I do well then I could be able to get a few out of here.

It would be better if I could steal some classified documents before I escape from here.

“Well, don’t cry because it’s noisy just stay there quietly and go to sleep.”

“Abuuung~”