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could only nod his head, ”Then after you enter, you should also sleep for a while. I can see the fatigue on your face, so I guess you're a little anaemic. ”With this kind of physique, it's extremely unfavorable for the baby in the later stages of pregnancy. Pay attention to your body …”

I nodded my head, indicating that I understood. I entered the house, took off my jacket and laid down beside Zhang Ziyuan.

This should be a calm moment, but my heart is unusually perturbed. I don't even know how to explain everything to Zhang Ziyuan when he wakes up, if she really doesn't accept it, what should I do?

My perturbed mood made me unable to sleep at all. My tensed nerves felt like they were about to collapse. I was currently in a very sleepy and exhausted state, yet I couldn't fall asleep at all. I felt extremely uncomfortable.

No matter what, for the sake of the baby in my stomach, let's take a rest first. After that, I can slowly resolve the matters that have happened, and any difficulties in the future, I will face them together with you.

Just as I was falling asleep, I felt a slight movement in Zhang Ziyuan's hand as I held him. I knew that he had awoken.

”How are you feeling? Is there anything wrong with it? ”I'm lying beside you right now. I'll face everything together with you …”

After watching him open his eyes, I softly said those words. Perhaps it is due to my heavy heart, but these words carried a hint of sobbing.

”Wife, is it night now? ”Why don't you light the lamp?”

As expected, he still hadn't discovered anything abnormal. I couldn't help but tear up as I choked with sobs and told him, ”It's daytime now …”

Zhang Ziyuan just stared at the ceiling with his eyes wide opened. Actually, I know that in his eyes, this place is pitch black.

He didn't say anything for a long time, and I didn't know what to say.

After a while, when I felt that time was about to stop, he finally said, ”It's daytime, so my eyes can't see?”

I didn't know how to answer. I just held her hand tightly, not saying a word, and laid my head gently on his shoulder. Maybe that would give him a little sense of security, make him feel he wasn't abandoned by the world, and he had me with him.

After a long time, he sighed, ”Actually, you don't have to tell me directly. I can accept that, before going to the Constellation Sea, I made the preparations to sacrifice everything. After all, right now, I not only want to be a husband, but also want to be a father. ”Now that the three of us have safely returned, I'm already very happy …”

I silently shed tears, afraid that he would hear me, and covered my mouth with my hand.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, he touched my face, and sure enough, my face was full of tears.

”Actually, all of this is my fault. I was too willful, and after I got pregnant, I didn't tell anyone else that I was constantly conflicted about whether I should have children or just get rid of Ghost King, the biggest threat in my heart … In the end, I gave her the most willful choice in my life. I decided to take my baby with me to the Constellation Sea. ”But in the end, I didn't expect that the person I would implicate would be you …”

I poured out all the bitter water I hadn't told anyone for the past few days. I felt a lot more at ease, as the heavy stones pressed down on my heart, making me unable to rest at night. But now, when this rock finally landed on the ground, I found that my heart had already been crushed.

Zhang Ziyuan gently embraced me, ”You don't have to blame yourself. People will choose their own responsibilities at any time, I can understand that. ”If I were to really blame you for your reckless actions, the first thing I would have done when we went to Constellation Sea was to chase you back. I wouldn't have followed you to take the risk and even secretly hidden the treasure on your body …”

”But now, you can't see. This is the biggest accusation in my heart. I feel that if you can't restore your light in the future, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life!”

I silently felt that the guilt was so heavy that I would not be able to sleep or eat.

Zhang Ziyuan shook his head, ”Actually, I feel that this is a good thing for me. This way, you will be tied to me for the rest of your life, I will be blind, and won't be able to see it. You have to take care of me your entire life, be my eyes, and will never be able to hide from me again.”

The two of us quietly lay on the bed. We didn't know how long we talked, but in the end, we fell asleep exhausted. Although our hearts were filled with guilt, this made me feel extremely safe and sound in my sleep …

By the time I woke up, it was already dawn of the second day. I woke up hungry. With an extra baby in my stomach, my appetite became bigger and bigger. Zhang Ziyuan was woken up by the sound of my stomach.

”Hurry up and get up. I can't see you. Help me put on my clothes, then give me some water to wash my face. We'll go eat together. You're so hungry, how can the baby in your stomach handle this?”