C63 (1/2)
Had he pushed her too hard? So much so that she only wanted to leave him.
But if he let go, how could Xin Ran be trusted? Had she already taken the child with her to reunite with the beginning-and the first thing they did after they had reunited was to leave his side, not to stay a moment longer?
A bitter and aching feeling rose up from the bottom of his heart. His entire body was filled with that kind of crazy and wanton pain. For a moment, he was unable to extricate himself. That feeling of powerlessness caused him to feel extremely bad.
Xin Ran didn't tell Shen Chuxin about the matter of Chen Chen in her hands. She brought her to her own house, turned on music first, and then received a phone call from Mr. Zhou. She didn't ask why she cared about other people's feelings, she just reminded her not to be too tired and do everything she wanted to do.
Shen Yuxin quietly sat on the sofa in the living room, staring at the flowers on the tea table. It was unknown what she thought of, but her pretty face even had a hint of a smile.
It was so beautiful that it was unreal. She turned around and went to the kitchen to boil some water.
As for Shen Chuxin, when she saw the flowers in her house, she really fell into some of the most beautiful and warm memories.
There was African chrysanthemum in a vase on the coffee table. During her most muddled and unconscious years, Song Yang had always liked to bring a small handful home when he was out and tell her about the things that happened in the morning in front of her every day. Even though it was still small at that time, in the morning, he would often giggle … It was on those days that they had accompanied her out of the darkest depths of despair.
But it did not last long. Song Yang's illness had broken out of exhaustion and was beyond repair, until she recovered and he fell ill — until one day he woke up from the hospital and left her and the morning with a peaceful smile.
Her vision went dark. Shen Yuxin wiped her face and realized that she didn't know what was happening. After she finished the call, she passed her a tissue and looked at her calmly.
”Thank you.” She took the tissue with a bit of a sob, wiped her face, and said with a smile, ”It's beautiful.”
When Xin Ran sat across from her, her indifferent face revealed a rare gentle smile. ”I think so too.” Her gaze calmly fell on the flowers, and she asked in a soft, mysterious voice, ”Do you like African chrysanthemums, or do you like the people behind them?”
Her voice and the music that slowly flowed into the depths of her soul seemed to ripple and linger for a long time, disturbing her.
Shen Yue's heart skipped a beat when she lowered her eyes. After a long time, she looked up in confusion at the person facing her with her right hand supporting her chin, looking at her and asked, ”Why do you ask that?”
Xin Ran's posture didn't change. Her gaze was gentle as if it could pierce through her, ”Because how much trust you have in me also depends on how much you can recover from the situation in two days.”
The music has always been the same, low and soft, like your loved one whispering in your ear, giving you a drowsy drowsiness that you can't control.
Shen Chuxin's heart felt heavy, but she forced herself to sit up straight. She struggled to turn her gaze to the opposite side of Xin Ran's face, but because she was too sleepy, her gaze slid to her delicate white porcelain wrist. ”I like African chrysanthemums because I'm alone …” Song Yang's face appeared in her mind, as if he was right beside her. There was the bright smile of a boy, the smile of a young man, the smile of a man who had always been humble since he was young, and his pale face as he talked while rubbing her on the bed.
Memory stopped at the panicked look on his face as he held her tightly in his arms on the bridge. His voice was filled with fear as he shouted, ”Shen Chu Xin! What are you trying to do! ” It seemed as if it had rained that day. The weather in April was cold and humid. She turned around from her daze and saw his frightened face.
Everything seemed to have returned to that season.
The young people admit that they are not bad looking, but from junior high school to high school to junior high school, and then to university, they actually didn't even receive a love letter. Shen Yuxin watched as the people around her slowly formed a pair, she couldn't help but conceal her yearning and disdain for them.
A male student confessed in front of her. Before Shen Chuxin even started to feel what love was, that male student had never appeared in front of her again. Students were constantly saying in school that the man had to go abroad for treatment because he had his leg stuck at the door when he got off the bus and his leg was broken.
When she was young, her longing and confusion for love would always find her brother, who always gently kissed her on the head.
”Brother Rui, do you think guys really don't like pretty girls? But, why is it that school belle boyfriend can be promoted to freshman from sophomore year? ” It was only in front of him that she would let go of her disdain and reveal the infinite yearning of a girl.