438 Crushing realisation (1/2)
With this strange feeling taking up instantly the main priority of my mind, I allowed Monica to continue hugging me while cutting out all the sensory receptions that could pull me out from my train of thought. I lived only thanks to listening to my instincts, even if it mostly surfaced through my predator's mindset ability. In the end, if I had a gut feeling about something, there was no way I would simply disregard it!
”Well, I never really checked it, Give me just a moment…”
With this short pause, I could feel a wave of energy coursing through my body, only to end up transfering through my skin to Monica below me. In a flash, I felt a burst of strange sensations overwhelming my mind, only to subside in the same instant as it appeared.
”Ugh… I think I have a good… the bad news?”
Instead of simply explaining what did he found out, Bonger acted way differently than he usually would, without even a hint of his usual haughtiness. Just this fact alone was enough to put me on the edge, even more since I had the feeling this strange instinct of mine was related to Eve!
*Stop building up the tension and just speak! You know I'm quite worried right now!*
”I don't really know how to put it in words to not scare you… Do you remember about the dual spirituality thing you have with Eve?”
For the first time since I saw the heart of my beloved one pierced, and ripped out of her body along with quite a bit of flesh, my own body froze. Even though Bonger only started its bit, I could already teel that what he was about to inform me about, wasn't in any way a good thing.
*Yeah, our cultivation was supposed to be eternally bound, but ever since she lost her consciousness back then, I never actually felt our connection act or anything, so it slipped my mind, but yeah, I remember it.*
With every single part of the information that Bonger was slowly feeding to me, my heart was in greater unrest than before. Just what the hell did he want to tell me?!
”It seems like… Whenever you pump your seed into a girl, you are slowly transforming said girl into Eve…”
There were many instances in my life in this world where the lightning should strike me down to properly showcase the significance of the news, yet I have never felt like calling for one like right now!
*WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?*
At first, I couldn't help but just erupt. If that was really the case, did that meant that whenever I had sex with someone, I sacrificed a part of Eve's soul? If it turned out to be true, I wouldn't hesitate even a single second before cutting my own fucking penis in regret for the greatest mistake I did in my life!