Chapter 673 - We Can Do This (2/2)

After all, she was in love with him and he was not adverse to her. He treated her well and she knew, he would continue to treat her well if they got married.

There were so many arranged marriages as well that turned out well. And they hadn't even known each other prior to marriage. Just look at Ali.

He had been willing to, even though he hadn't known it was Sofia.

So why, why was she so hesitant? Why did she not want him in this manner?

Why is she so stupid?!

Sayuri started crying.

The tears fell down her cheeks and onto her chest, and once she started, she couldn't stop. She sat down on the bathroom floor, bringing her knees up to her chest, wrapped her hands around her legs and buried her face.

She didn't know how long she sat there, crying, but when she finally stopped, she felt much better.

Her heart was still in turmoil but at least, she was calm now.

She cursed herself for being so weak and emotional.

It all began when they had returned. She was missing Kyle so much that she found herself moody and irritable. She would be happy one minute, cranky the next and then, feel like crying.

Yet, she didn't want to call him or contact him because she wanted him to be the one who did so.

When he didn't, she cursed him. After a while, it became an ego thing because she didn't want to be the weak one and lose.

Now, she was tired of all of that.

She sniffed, stood up and wiped her face.

What Sayuri was unaware of, was that her mood swings were actually due to her being pregnant. Whilst she didn't have the usual morning sickness most women have, she did have the mood swings.

The flood of hormones in her body can cause one to be unusually emotional and weepy, and this is during the early stages of pregnancy - and the last. Thus, whatever she felt, was actually amplified and she was more sensitive.

Sayuri went to the sink and washed her face. She looked at her reflection and made a promise to herself.

She needed to be strong.

She needed a new plan.

Her 'two-year' deadline (though, in reality, it is now one and a half years) has gone askew. Well, you know what they say.

'Man proposes, but God disposes'

So, what now?

They didn't have to get married just because they were having a baby together, right?

He could still be a part of the baby's life.

He didn't have to be a part of hers.

Though she wanted to so so badly.

She really did.

But not this way.

Sayuri felt her eyes get hot again but she refused to cry.

She placed her hand on her stomach again and whispered, ”We will be fine.”