Chapter 439 (1/2)

From the dream surprised to look at me, praised: ”you are really smart. You can guess that! ”

I held my nose and said, ”don't praise me. It's easy to be proud.”

From dream to smile.

I look at her smile, very real, also very familiar. I seem to have returned to my days at the C chief's office. At that time, I was with Youmeng every day. She sang to me, and I sometimes roared at each other's throats, full of mutual understanding.

”You are really fast now,” said Yu. I can't even accept it. I even think When you enter the society, will people become terrible? ”

I was stunned for a moment and said: ”look what you said, I haven't changed. I'm Zhao long. Or that only belongs to your Zhao long! ”

Looking at me deeply from dream, it seems that she wants to touch my cheek, but it doesn't. There is a trace of fluttering in her eyes and chewing bubble gum gently in her mouth. It seems that she has something on her mind.

In such a romantic situation, I really want to gently embrace Youmeng, talk together, talk about love, but I don't know why, I can't summon up courage.

I finally understand that there has been an invisible gap between us, and this gap is the main obstacle to us.

After all, we are different now. She is the National Guard, and I am the capital guard. Two different industries, two people of different identities.

Although I was lurking into the security company as an undercover, but my identity, except by the director, no one knows. Therefore, in the eyes of others, I am a security guard. Even now I think of myself as a security captain.

I don't know what the end of this life is. To a certain extent, I like this kind of life. Compared with the original security career, being a security captain has a lot of fun, and even contains the elements of red wine and green wine. I can be more free and I can be more arrogant. Even in a few short months, I have created an economic foundation that can never be created in my life as a security secretary. Although I am not very greedy for money and materials, but I have no absolute immunity to these. I can also be moved, and even have a certain pursuit. But in order to make Youmeng, I hate this kind of life, because my current identity, I have to alienate Youmeng, and even cause her multiple misunderstandings.

The task is on the shoulder, is it arduous? I can't make it. Although I have made preliminary judgments and guesses about TL organization, I have no right to take action on my own initiative, because I promised the director that I could only wait for the director and be led by the other side until I went deep into the real TL organization.

And how long does it take?

Three months and five months, or half a year and two years?

It's an unpredictable future.

Before I finish the task, my identity is a security guard; maybe the director will restore my identity until I finish the task.

But for me, it was a dream of luxury.

Just like my love and Youmeng's love, they both say that there are thousands of mountains and rivers that can't stop the pace of true love. However, if two people are different for a long time, they will inevitably have suspicion or even misunderstanding.

From the dream suddenly leaned, seemed to want to rely on my shoulder habitually, but stopped halfway.

She also hesitated.

She sat up straight again, coughed softly, and said, ”Zhao long, can you tell me the truth

I smiled and said, ”I have never cheated you. You ask. ”

Looking at the Qingying River in the ditch from dream, he asked: ”I still want to ask you if you are Is it my dad's undercover at the security company

I frowned. ”How many times do you have to ask a dream to believe me?”

”I'm waiting for the answer I need,” said the dream quietly

I asked, ”do you want me to lie?”

From the dream suddenly sighed, a slender hand * * chin, said: ”you do not believe me. If you regard me as your own person, will you not admit it? I remember when you were in chief C's office, you didn't hide anything from me, but since you left Swat, you never told me the truth. ”

I smiled bitterly and said, ”why do you suffer from dreams. Do you cheat yourself for an answer that doesn't exist? Do you dislike my present identity, so you want to comfort yourself by cashing in this speculation? ”

”I don't think it's cheating myself,” said Yu. You haven't retired at all, I can see. But you don't believe me, so you don't admit it. ”

I continued with a wry smile: ”how did you become so paranoid from the dream? Even if, as you said, I'm an undercover agent sent by the director to sneak into a security company, what's the point? ”

From a dream look slightly shake: ”so, you default?”

I said, ”I'm making a metaphor. If you don't believe me, don't you believe in the director general? If I were really an undercover arranged by him in the security company, would he not tell you? You are his own daughter! ” After saying that, I think it seems a bit inappropriate to say that. Isn't it indirect betrayal by the director general? If one day my task is over and my real identity is confirmed by dream, will she blame her father?