Chapter 348 (1/2)

Secretary Zhang glanced at Qi mengyan, frowned, and said, ”go there. I don't like to see women in the same way. It's between Zhao long and me. Nothing to do with you!”

Qi mengyan also wanted to talk back. I clapped my palm and raised the volume. ”Shut up! Don't argue! ”

But it works. It restores a moment of peace.

Secretary Zhang sipped his lips, waved to me, and said, ”Zhao long, come with me.” Then he retreated to the bottom of the wall, lit a cigarette, and took two natural breaths.

Qi mengyan tugged at my dress corner behind me and said, ”don't pay attention to him!”

But I went there.

When walking to Secretary Zhang, Yumeng has been looking at me uneasily. I can see that she seems to have something on her mind.

Secretary Zhang pinched his waist and said angrily, ”Zhao long, what do you want me to say about you? You are just ungrateful. You have forgotten the party and the state's training for you and the central leadership's care for you. Look what you have fallen into now? Look, you're better now. You're out of the army, and you don't like Yumeng, do you? From the dream which does not match you, also does not look at you now this virtue...... ” After a series of criticism, Secretary Zhang looked at me with an air of awe.

I don't blame him for his sarcasm, just calmly replied, ”Secretary Zhang, I hope you don't mind our affairs! It has nothing to do with you. ”

Secretary Zhang was stunned and said: ”how can it have nothing to do with me? I used to be your leader, as your old comrades, as your old leader, I think you are responsible for you. Although you are no longer in the special security bureau, you should always remember that you used to be a guard cadre, you have to stand the temptation of the society, you have to be loyal to your troops and leaders... ”

I asked, ”why should I be loyal to the army when it treats me like this? What did the secret service do to me? Did you forget? ”

”What's wrong with you?” Zhang said? At the beginning, it was to take the overall situation into consideration! If I were the director, I would do the same! ”

With a sneer, I said, ”just like you, think of yourself as the director? I'll tell you Zhang dengqiang, don't think you can help me when you become a security secretary again. You don't have the qualification. ”

Secretary Zhang didn't expect that I would be so sarcastic to him, so he blushed, and nodded, ”Zhao long, you -- don't do anything! Don't forget, now I'm an active guard cadre, and you've retired. I want to clean you up without your good fruit! Now that you have degenerated into this situation, well, then I hope that you will not pester Youmeng any more, and Youmeng will not have any illusions about you. From today on, everything about you and Youmeng is over! ”

On the other side, Youmeng was shocked by Secretary Zhang's words. She thought to herself, ”is this secretary Zhang coming to be a lobbyist for me, or is she going to cut through the mess deliberately to break with Zhao Long completely?”?

So dream quickly came up and looked at me and said, ”Zhao long, let's go.”

I understood the meaning of the dream, which is exactly my idea, so I nodded and walked south with the dream.

Qi mengyan shouted at the back: ”Captain Zhao, come back earlier! We're going to buy notebooks. ”

Secretary Zhang held the mirror frame on the bridge of his nose, looked at our back, frowned solemnly, and seemed to be thinking about something.

I walked side by side with Yumeng and once again attracted the attention of the villagers. I remember last time when I came to my home from dream, there was a strong storm of beauty watching. Two years later, it is still the same.

Holding his arm in his heart, Yumeng took the lead in saying, ”I didn't expect you to promise to accompany me today.”

I don't know how to reply, but I can be sure that my mood at this time is not better than by dream. During the time when I was separated from my dream, I suffered from lovesickness day and night, and many fears invaded my work and life all the time. I don't want to join hands with my dear from dream to continue our love. But the task in the body, I can't help but temporarily love convergence, have to open the distance from the dream. At this moment, the development of the situation is more and more disadvantageous for me and Youmeng. According to the instructions of the director general, I will spare no effort to enter the TL organization. In that case, I will become a ”criminal” against the Swat and the Ministry of public security. If Youmeng contacts me again, she will certainly not get rid of the condemnation of public opinion. She will become a criminal of Swat, and she will be in the same position A dilemma.

With a special mood, I lightly replied, ”I think it's better to pick out some words and open them.”

From the dream did not ask, just with me along the familiar village street, straight to a fish pond in the south of the village.

I know her intention. I remember that at the beginning, we were right next to the fish pond. We were full of love and picturesque poetry. At that time, we were very happy.

Dream from the ground to find a tile, a shake wrists, tiles along the pond runny water bouncing to the opposite side.

I remember a poem improvised by dream at the beginning: a dream with water on its back, rising and falling, looming

There was a strong sadness in my heart, but I still wanted to hide it with a smile. I asked, ”when are you going to return to Beijing?”

”I will go back in the afternoon But... If God can show me hope, I will never go back, and I will recognize it. ”

I asked, ”what hope do you see?”

From the dream to look at the water directly, hand over and over to play with a tile, said: ”I don't know.”

I saw a sour nose from dream, almost to shed tears again.