Chapter 18: Separated in Two Worlds (2/2)
”Lan...” Sheng Youting Held the cold hand tightly, ”Believe me. I'm actuallyhappy about your visits to my home. However, you've never said that you love me. You like to play around and many boys like you. You say you feel yourself inferior in front of me. Actually I feel the same way in front of you...I've heard you are the child bride of Meng Shaoqian and you've never deny this. Lan, I'm... also...of low self-esteem in front of you. I thought the person you loved was Meng Shaoqian.”
Jing Shenxing couldn't believe what he had just heard. How come Sheng Youting feel inferior? Was it because of his low-esteem in front of Yu Lan that he pretended to not care her at all?
Yu Lan's body was gradually pushed into the fire. Sheng Youting felt that what the blazing fire burnt was not Yu Lan's body but his viscera. He hurt so much and felt he was in the hell!
The door was closing. Sheng Youting's blood froze for a second and he rushed to the door without thinking!
Jing Shenxing responded quickly and grabbed and hugged Sheng Youting tightly. He lifted his head and called the workers, ”Come and help me to pull him! He's gone mad!”
Workers all rushed to Sheng Youting. They were surprised for they had never seen such a crazy family member. The cremator was not a place to which a random visit could be paid. It would kill people!
Sheng Youting wanted to get rid of all restraints but failed. He shouted to Jing Shenxing, ”Tell the worker to turn the machine down! I don't want to cremate her. I want to preserve her. I can take her to see the world outside! I don't want to cremate her! Make them stop! Stop!”
Sheng Youting's gone mad. He kept shouting and struggling. He regretted.
If he preserved Yu Lan's body, no matter she was cold or not, it was she and he could see her. However, if she was cremated, he could only see her picture in the future...
When holding the cinerary casket in his hands, Sheng Youting finally knew clearly the fact that he and Yu Lan were separated in two worlds now.
I loved you. However, I couldn't spare every effort and do anything for you now...