Chapter 13: Finally Notice the Blood Shedding Wound (1/2)

Translator: Mia

Time flied. Sheng Youting's temper got worse as time went by. Most of the time, he found himself was almost taken by an impulse to turn Jincheng upside down.

The name of Yu Lan haunted him every night no matter how hard he tried to sleep in peace.

He never went again to places once stayed by Yu Lan.

In the past, he could see Yu Lan every week when he went home. They would live in the suite at the third floor. However, now he couldn't bear to stay there for Yu Lan's traces could be found everywhere in the room.

Sheng Youting left and drove to Lanlinyuan.

Lanlinyuan was the house where the bone ash of Yu Lan's mom rested.

The servant guarding Lanlinyuan still acted nice. He didn't seem to know about Yu Lan's leave and thought Yu Lan was too busy to come there. He expressed his hope to wish Yu Lan to pay more visits. He even asked Sheng Youting about when would they plan to have babies.

Sheng Youting didn't want to mention baby again. The word of baby became a taboo in his heart.

Sheng Youting chatted a few words casually and went to the worship hall.

It was on the platform where the incense were burnt that Sheng Youting saw the letter box. The letters were all wrote by Yu Lan and were meant to be sent by her to her mom.

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Mom,

Today, his school held a basket ball again and he won. I knew he would be the winner. He is so great. I love him so much. He is my prince charming.

He is my dream. Mom, do bless me to realize my dream!

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Mom,

The month before last, an earthquake hit province C and I dug him out bare-handed from the ruins. Seeing what he had become, my heart broke. I was afraid that he would die. However, when I woke up, it turned out to be Yu Yi who saved him. Maybe he was indeed saved by Yu Yi after I had been hit by slate.

I don't care. After all, he don't love me. It doesn't matter who has saved him.

Anyway, I won't dare to appear in front of them after he has been together with Yu Yi. I'm still not used to the feeling of inferiority and bitterness when they are together in front of me...

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Mom,

You once said that we two were a perfectly match even from the name. The name of Sheng Yulan was hidden in a positive saying in China. You said only the Sheng of Shengshi deserved me.

He indeed deserves me and even exceeds my expectation.

However, I'm a good match. To marry him, I give up my rights to inherit the Yu family to compensate Yu Yi. I don't have my dowry, and I'm always greeted by ironic words because of it. It makes me hard to act confidently.

However, I love him. It's the path chosen by myself and I will continue it even with my head bow...

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