Chapter 177 - My day was doomed, to begin with. (2/2)

As she tried to calm herself down with deep breathing, my composure was slipping away. Her chest moved upside down, causing friction between our upper bodies, or rather certain parts. My body which had calmed down was now again reacting because of the simulation.

'God!' I groaned inwardly. What kind of situation we were in, and my body was not cooperating. Was this the time to have a reaction?

'F***!' I cursed internally.

I couldn't bear the torture, so I tried to divert my mind somewhere. Just as I felt, I was going to mess up again, I heard Innaya's voice. What she spoke instantly cooled down my desires that were raising its head.

”My father was getting intimate with that woman in the kitchen. I had accidentally stumbled on them.”

I sucked a sharp breath.

”Did he hurt you?” I pulled back her head, to have a look at her face. I wanted to make sure she was okay. She had told me, how they have tortured her at their whims and wishes. This was something she shouldn't have seen in the first place. Did they torture her because she saw them?

I couldn't help the raging fire igniting in my mind.

Bastards.

She shook her head, her hair bounced as she did. I sighed in relief. Thankfully, they didn't hurt her. But, then what impact that act left on her?

She sniffled a little. Tip of her nose had gone red. There were a couple of tears that leaked from the corner of the eyes.

”Shh... Don't cry. It's good that you weren't hurt. Don't think about it.” I caressed her wet cheek as I wiped away those tears.

”Now as I think of it, it truly was disgusting.” Innaya shook her head.”At that time, many things didn't make sense. For some reason, I have gaps in my memories... They suddenly pop out, catching me unaware. Back then, this memory wasn't that strong. At that time because I did not remember, I did not say anything to my therapist. Those incidents are now getting triggered.” Sadness covered her face as her eyes sank in helplessness.

It must be. As she grew up, she must have understood many things.

She suddenly looked at me with her big brown eyes, and then again lowered her head. Her arms around my neck at some point loosened, and now we're resting at her sides.

My eyes followed her downcast head. I sucked a sharp breath blaming myself for not controlling my eyes. The on and off simulation was getting hard for me to handle. I hadn't buttoned up the shirt, it was only placed around her shoulders. Without any movement, it stayed put until now, but with her arms being moved upwards, that shirt had left the contact with her shoulders. That resulted in the things that were supposed to be hidden to get displayed.

I couldn't avert my eyes for a moment from her. My breath lodged in my throat, and I couldn't gulp. My throat went dry, and my insides clenched.

'F***!'

I had no chance to put guard against the unexpected sight I was presented with unknowingly.

My day was doomed, to begin with.

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