Chapter 131 - Youll Never Lose Me Eshan (1/2)

| Innaya |

I grew nervous seeing Eshan's face acquiring those stressful stretches. ”What is it, Eshan?” I held on to his hand, raising my brows at him. What was so wrong that left him so worried?

”Your hemoglobin... it is 6.9.” He sighed.

”Oh, oh,” I could only respond with that. I was so occupied by the stuff life threw at me that I did not give any attention to my health.

The symptoms were present, but I chose to ignore them. I chose to ignore the mild fainting sensations. I chose to ignore how quickly I would get tired lately. I chose to ignore the shortness of breath. I chose to ignore the bad headache that would visit me every now and then.

Sigh. I should have seen it coming. It was a fault on my end, but Eshan was blaming himself for the same when he had no role in it. I should have been more careful about my health.

”Eshan. You need to get this thing clear that this... is not your fault, okay?” I had to assure Eshan and protect him from blaming himself for something he had nothing to do with.

He averted his gaze from me and looked at the side. ”It is my fault,” he adamantly whispered, refusing to accept my words.

I cupped his right cheek. ”Look at me. Look at me, Eshan.” Circling my arms around his neck, I pulled him in my embrace to provide him the much-needed comfort. I knew my touch was soothing to his heart. I knew it, and I knew that he knew it too.

”You are never going to lose me, Eshan. Never. Are you hearing me?” I shushed him like a kid as I felt his rapid heartbeats. His heart was racing insanely. The kind of stress that he had taken just because of something as petty as my low hemoglobin amazed me. Perhaps, it was not that petty for him, but then again, it was not something deadly enough to get so worked up over.

He was treating such a small illness like it was a life-threatening one, but then that was how my Eshan was. His love always overwhelmed me. It always did.

Have you ever felt this beautiful feeling? This beautiful feeling to have someone who loves you so much? This beautiful feeling to have someone who cares for you so much? This beautiful feeling to have someone to whom your very existence is precious to the extent where he would be bothered by even a scratch on you? This beautiful feeling to have someone who would fight with everyone for your dignity? This beautiful feeling to have someone who would move earth and heaven just for the sake of your one smile?

Have you ever felt this beautiful feeling?

I had never experienced such feelings. However, with Eshan's entry into my life, I was slowly getting acquainted with them. I never knew, how satisfyingly happy someone could make me. With Eshan, I was loving how my life was changing.

I felt him nod against my back, and I involuntarily smiled. ”It's just the hemoglobin, Eshan. I would have supplements and the levels would rise in no time. Trust me,” I said, snuggling closer in his warmth.

”They have to rise. I would take care of everything now. I will decide what you will eat and what you will not, but for now, let's go. We have to visit Dr. Mittal now.” He broke the hug and quickly stood up, helping me to stand as well.