Chapter 325 (1/2)
Seeing that the emperor was trying to find a way out, Fang Shiyi said directly, ”it's very late for the emperor. If you don't have any other arrangements, I'll take Qiuqi and leave first. She's not in good health now, and she can't delay like this any more
When the emperor agreed, he took her to the gate of the palace.
Just feel the body and chest are so painful, but she does not speak, can only bite the lower lip.
Knowing that she was not feeling well, Fang Shiyi took her into the carriage and held her in his arms very gently. The carriage was rickety, and she did not dare to move in his arms. Without moving, her body was in the pain of tearing.
”You used to be so lively, but now you don't say a word. Does the life in the court change you too much? You are in pain now... ”
He gently hugged her and gazed at his small body in his arms, which inevitably aroused pity.
”But don't be afraid. I'll always be there to protect you.”
She has always felt that everything depends on herself. In this way, no one can worry about himself or owe anyone any gratitude. However, because of Fang Shiyi's words at the moment, the defense line in Peng Qiuqi's heart has collapsed completely, and the bitterness in his heart has already surged.
How much did she believe in Ji Zinan before? He said that she would cross the Qiangtang and she would follow her for thousands of miles.
She is willing to give up her life even if she is dying for him. But what he said was so good. In today's despair, when she was so desperate, when she was so desperate, the man who said he wanted to protect her was not around. In the past, the scenes that he told his heart out to himself seemed so ridiculous.
But Fang Shiyi has always been there. Maybe things are hard to predict, everything always sounds so ridiculous.
Subconsciously, she grabbed his clothes and buried her head in Fang Shiyi's clothes.
”Shi Yi I'm in pain I'm afraid I'm dying. I'm dying. I want to live, but now it seems that it is too difficult for me to go down. What should I do? Since my father died, it's as if everyone was going to kill me. My father It's like I was killed. You know, I suddenly remember the last time I met my father, he asked me to call him Dad, but I didn't get it even in that situation. I'm a fool, right? ”
He raised his hand and touched Peng Qiuqi's soft hair on top of his head at the moment, and watched her close to collapse. He was heartbroken and unable to breathe. ”Who said, autumn is the most intelligent woman in the world.”
”No Only I don't know about these things. They all know it. The emperor, the Empress Dowager and even Ji Zinan They all know that... ”
She wanted to let out the roar of pain. However, the situation at the moment made her even have no capital to cry. ”Shiyi, am I like a teased dog, and these high-ranking people watch me kill my last dependents. I was wrong I don't want to trust others easily any more. My father was actually protecting me, right? But But he was killed by me. I I have nothing now There is nothing left... ”
Fang Shiyi is very quiet at this moment. He holds her gently and caresses her back to comfort her mood. Said softly.
”How hard it is to live, that's it! But remember that I'm here, and I won't give you up to anyone again. ”
Peng Qiuqi was so tired that he still kept his tears. He went back to Fang's house and was infused with medicine in his sleep. The memories that had disappeared for a long time began to emerge clearly.