Chapter 46 (2/2)

the fourth page was blank and nothing was written.

So Luo Jian had to turn to page 5, page 6, page 7, page 8 Then Luo Jian found that almost all the diary books were written by girls, while the other diary writer either drew some inexplicable lines or was completely blank. The feeling that she felt as if she was trampling on the girl's mind made her uncomfortable.

This female corpse Xiao seems to be totally indifferent. She tries to persuade herself to explain the reasons why she doesn't keep a diary. For example, she is lazy. She only wakes up for two hours a day. The rest of her body is sleeping. When she is awake, she has endless things to do. She is a night owl and so on.

In a word, Luo Jian is very speechless.

In silence, Luo Jian was surprised. He thought that the person who wrote the exchange diary with Xiao Yaxuan didn't seem to be the 35th person who disappeared, but it seemed that he was. If he was, he should be a student in the same class. If he could write an exchange diary, he should be a close friend. However, Xiao Yaxuan did not write about this close friend between the lines Any interaction with her.

For example, we usually go to dinner, read books and do homework together. For example, where did I go with you today? What did you do? These Xiao Yaxiang didn't mention any words. From the beginning to the end, she had been writing about her own life, which made Luo Jian have a strange feeling that Xiao Yaxuan and another person who wrote exchange diaries were like two People of the world.

Apart from this diary, there is no other way to communicate.

Of course, judging from Xiao Yaxuan's diary, Luo Jian finds that this girl is a very quiet girl. She is introverted and does not communicate well. It seems that she has some contradictions with other girls in the class. As a result, she has been alienated and isolated from the rest of the class. However, he had a good academic record and little knowledge of his family background, only a few words. It seemed that his mother died early. His father was a bad gambler and his grandfather was seriously ill. His family was not good.

The diary is very thick. Luo Jian looks through each chapter very carefully. Anyway, there is no calculation of the passage of time in the illusory secret room. He has a lot of time to study this diary. After reading half of the whole diary, almost all of them are Xiao Yaxuan talking to herself, telling her ordinary trivial things; and another diary writer, at the beginning, will draw a few It's a scratchy line, and it's completely blank at the back.

Luo Jian watched the poor little girl's self talk patiently, but half of the time, things seemed to have some turning point. In her diary, she mentioned the girl's father's car accident, her grandfather's serious illness, and her head teacher's frequent courtship. Before that, she only bought various clothes and gifts. Now she even took the initiative to give her money.

From here, Luo Jian can easily see the mood of Xiao Yaxuan, a girl. Her original elegant small characters have also become manic. There is a sense of despair in her sentences. She frequently starts to write such sentences as ”it's really tiring to live” or ”I want to go to a place far away and never come back”.

”I'm afraid I want to die.” Luo Jian sighs, a girl who didn't go to college about 17 years old, without the protection of her parents, without the company of friends, all her classmates isolated her, and there was a teacher who seemed to be old enough to be her father, who often sexually harassed her, especially the family's consideration. This is the most sentimental age. I'm afraid it's normal to think of death.

While regretting, Luo Jian continued to look through her diary. Her speed of turning the diary became faster. Although the font was written in reverse, she could quickly adapt to it after reading it. When she saw the second half of the diary, she found that the whole event was in a high tide.

[on February 26, rain, what to do? I did something wrong. Those girls came to me again. They scolded me as a whore / son. I said I was not. They slapped me in the face. I was beaten deaf in one ear. It was very painful and painful at that time. So I pushed the girl who hit me hard, and she fell down the stairs. But I didn't mean to, I don't think I used so much strength, but how did she fall? 】

[all the people in the class looked at me with strange eyes. Old Ben took me into his office again, but it was terrible. He put his hand into my clothes. I can't stand it. Who can help me! 】

after reading the diary with a frown, Luo Jian immediately turned to the next page. Unexpectedly, the other side of the diary responded positively for the first time, writing a few scrawled and crooked words:No one can save you except yourself. 】

”I fucked his sister!” Luo Jian saw that she was in a bad mood. She wanted to throw her diary on the ground and trample on it. However, after gnawing her teeth, Luo Jian gave up this kind of indignant behavior. He could not bring his emotions into the room just because of a diary. No matter what happened in the secret room was true or false, and the outcome was good or bad, it was not for Luo Jian to interfere.

Luo Jian had to turn to the next page and read her diary:

[on February 28, it rained, that girl entered the hospital, her leg was broken, and I was asked to pay for the medical expenses, but I didn't have any money. In the end, Lao ban paid for me. Later, he took me to the hotel, and I think I can't escape. 】

[dad and grandfather are in hospital, and there is no money at home. Yes, you are right. No one can save me except myself. I want to learn to be mature, but it's just the body. It's just spending a few nights with others. As long as I have money, I can survive. 】

[but it's still so sad, so sad, so sad, so sad Do you think I'm going to die? 】

looking at her diary, Luo Jian looked twisted and had a strange and irascible mood, so she quickly turned to the next page. This time, another diary guy responded by scribbling a few words:

[you will die]

”are you too lazy to write the * * sign At last, Luo Jian couldn't help but throw away the diary book in her hand. Seeing this kind of tragic life history is just to break his life! Depressed for a long time, Luo Jian had to go over and pick up the diary again, and then read it!