C42 (1/2)
”Are you still blaming the Sister Qing Qing?” Sister Qing Qing asked in pain.
”Nope.” I shook my head. ” I know that Sister Qing Qing did this for me. It was I who harmed you, I who let you down. ”
”All this while, I have always been very grateful to Sister Qing Qing.” I calmly said. I hate my own miserable experiences, and I think how wonderful it would be if I were a normal person's child. ”
”But fate likes to joke with me. It kept hitting me, ridiculing me, humiliating me, and even sending me to jail. I don't have much hope now. ”
”Sister Qing Qing, go back first. Live a good life and don't come visit me again. It's not necessary, nor is it worth it. ”I've let you down. I'm sorry, but I will pray for you here. I wish you happiness.”
After saying that, I forcefully brought him into the cage.
”You really don't want the Sister Qing Qing.” Sister Qing Qing cried her heart out. She was even more powerful than ever before.
In the following days, Sister Qing Qing did not come.
Although I wasn't willing for Sister Qing Qing to come see me, she didn't come. Instead, my heart felt empty.
”Slut!” I slapped myself hard.
Sometimes I think human nature is ridiculous.
He was naive and selfish, but he had to pretend to be rational.
About half a month later, my mother came to see me.
Mom said she first went to look at my bastard dad, that guy is now infected with drugs, completely hopeless.
”One night husband and wife, Hundred Nights.” His mother sighed and said, ”I'll be satisfied if I can take another look before I leave.”
”Where are you going?” I asked.
When his mother suddenly said the word ”go”, it was really easy for people to imagine.
”Cancer.” ”Mom said blandly. There are not many days left. ”
”I'll take advantage of the last bit of time to come and see you.” ”Mom's eyes shone with the radiance of love.” ”Child, Mom has let you down for the rest of your life. Mom doesn't need you to forgive her, so Mom hopes that after you die, you can come visit Mom during the Qingming Festival. Mom will be satisfied.”
”Mom, you better not be human in your next life. It's so tiring.”
His mother complained before suddenly falling silent.
”I'll see you.” ”No,” I said.
Mom's love for me made me feel warm, my heart for the first time ever warm for a while.
”Then Mom can be at ease.” His mother smiled in gratification and then left.
I didn't think this would be the last time we'd meet.
On the third day after his mother left, Sister Qing arrived.
She told me that my mother was gone and that she had buried my mother.
She also said that my mother kept calling my name as she left, and that she hoped I would visit her more often.
”Thank you.” I sobbed.
If we were to care for each other more, our family wouldn't go this far.
Dog's fucking humanity, dog's fucking life.
I was very sad.
The person who brought me into this world has left me, all the past unhappiness has become the past, I can not stop the sadness.
”Don't be too sad, just go and visit her again in the future.” Sister Qing Qing comforted me.
”Yes, I promised her.” ”No,” I said.
My mother is a miserable person. She just doesn't like people.
One day, He Wei came to see me. He said that he had an opportunity to lessen the punishment and asked if I wanted to fight for it.
I shook my head no.