C304 heartfelt admiration (1/2)
Man is a very strange animal. His most cherished life sometimes becomes worthless — either because of the helplessness of the world, or because of a moment of resentment, they end their lives without fear, leaving him (or her) with the endless suffering of his or her living relatives.
But there was one type that others would sincerely admire and respect from the bottom of their hearts, such as the Holy Maiden Shiyan who would not care about their own lives for Chang Jing!
She must still be lying quietly on top of the Ice at this moment, with her eyes tightly closed. Her mind was filled with me, who didn't know what was good for me — Chang Jing thought — but I had done so many things that let her down, even …
He suddenly thought of that crazy night with those four crazy beauty orc!
”What? You can go save your lover right now? Aren't you happy?”
The wise fox spirit saw through his thoughts at a glance and quietly asked him.
Chang Jing laughed bitterly, it was a laugh that was uglier than crying, he replied, ”Maybe I do not have the qualifications to make her my lover!”
”She would not hesitate to travel the entire world for her, and would not hesitate to go against an old fox spirit like me. If that's the case, who else would be qualified?”
”There are a lot of things you don't know.”
Chang Jing sat down on the ground, ignoring the dirt on the ground.
”If a person is willing to die for you, do you think that no matter how much you do for her, it would only be 'due'?” His eyes became deep, as if he could see through space. ”But you did something that was very unfair to her because of a moment of impulse — are you even qualified to say 'sweetheart'?”
”I thought it was something!” After the fox spirit heard this, he smiled in his heart, ”This thing called 'love' is actually not what you think it is. Although it contains a lot of responsibilities, it is definitely not as simple as just responsibilities! If two people's love only left responsibility, then the relationship will be pale! In fact, most people just want two people together in a good mood -- if you love as a shackle, then why do you love?! ”
”But betrayal?” Chang Jing laughed bitterly once again, ”Is betraying love also considered chasing after happiness?”
The fox spirit was surprisingly patient, she continued, ”What is a betrayal of love? Love is something that is built in the deepest part of the heart. Everything outside is a sham — a sham like my phantasmagoria. I know what you're trying to say, but I also know how you're feeling right now. With your mood, it means that you have her in your heart. If you have her in your heart, then the rest is not important! ”
Chang Jing was speechless, and only felt that sher words were vague — or perhaps it was because with her current experience, he could not understand its profound meaning!
The two talked for a long time, the content from love to friendship to a rise in life to return to the principle of being a person. This unintentional conversation had ”broadened Chang Jing's horizons”, and at the same time, broadened his horizons by a lot.
That night, the guard returned excitedly and asked the old friend of the dog god to go have a chat with him.
”Alright, I can't avoid what's coming!” The fox spirit had completely lost the ”experience” she had had with Chang Jing and had become like a little girl who had never seen the world before.
Her beautiful figure and alluring face did not match up at all to the old lady's previous appearance. If it wasn't for the fact that they had personally seen her transform, they would not have believed that she was actually the same person.
The guard stood there foolishly. Right now, he couldn't wait to bite off his tongue because of the conversation he had with Chang Jing.
”Let's go,” the fox spirit ignored the shocked gazes of the crowd and walked straight to Chang Jing, ”I'll lead you there!”
”Alright!”
Chang Jing was also a little nervous. Although the dog god was easy to talk to, this trip was after all related to Xi Yan's life.
Just as the guard wanted to dissuade Chang Jing, she was caught off guard by the fox spirit.
”That's what I'm here for — if he can't come with me, then what am I here for?”
In fact, only she knew the truth behind his words.
Bringing Chang Jing was merely an excuse to create face. Not only that, the reason why she insisted on going with Chang Jing to see him was also because she ”did not dare” face him alone!
Since the guard said it like that, the guard naturally did not say anything more. He then led the two through layers of guards to a corner of the palace, in front of a tattered thatched hut.
”The Lord is waiting for you inside,” the guard said as he bowed towards the fox spirit, ”He said that he would let you enter once you arrived.”
He emphasized ”a person” to a very high degree and his purpose was obvious.
fox spirit had a very complicated expression on his face, especially after seeing this piece of thatched hut.
”Alright!”
She seemed to have finally made up her mind. After agreeing, she let Chang Jing and Yue Shuang wait outside the door before walking in by herself.
How could a dignified Beast God like him live in such a small thatched hut? What was dog god's intention? Why would fox spirit be excited upon seeing this thatched hut?
What kind of world would the thatched hut be?
Silence, silence in the dark.