C19 life perception (1/2)

”No …!”

”Fei Er, what's wrong with you?” When Chang Jing opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was her father's concerned eyes and her mother's moist ones.

”Fei Er, you're worried to death. The doctor said you just fainted from the shock and you'll be fine after a nap. But you've already been in a coma for three whole days! ”

”Fortunately, it's just a dream …” Chang Jing muttered, ”Dad, mom, I'm fine now.” After which, she revealed a brilliant smile.

Although it was just a dream, Chang Jing felt as if something had entered his body and seeped into his heart.

”It's good that you're fine. It's been three days since you last ate. I'll get you some soup.” Chang Jing's mother turned around and walked towards the kitchen.

”Fei Er, you scared your mother to death, in the future …” Even someone as strong as Chang Jing's father had tears flowing out of her eyes, ”Don't be like this ever again, understand?” Sometimes people just like to ask others to do things they can't control.

”Got it, Dad. I'm really fine now. ” Towards his father's concern for him, Chang Jing could only smile, there were things that she couldn't say between relatives, and there was no need to say it.

”It's good that you're fine, it's good that you're fine …” Chang Jing's father wiped away her tears, ”Then I'll be going to the iron shop. I've been here for the past few days, I still have to hurry up and finish the work … … ”Heh heh, look at me, why are you talking to a child about this?”

It had been five days since Chang Jing woke up from her coma. These days, Chang Jing had been forced to lie on her bed by her mother. Although that dream had never appeared again, Chang Jing seemed to have suffered some sort of blow and was constantly thinking about some things, such as …

Where do I come from, where do I go? Why am I alive, and why should I learn magic? What's the use of learning magic, like in a dream? Although I have great abilities, I can't do anything about it when I see so many people die.

As he lay in bed for more days, the problems that weighed on his mind became more and more serious.

On this day, Chang Jing was so stifled that she couldn't take a breath anymore. Thus, under his pleas for help, Chang Jing's mother finally agreed to let him come out for a breather.

Sometimes, the care of parents is not easy to bear. Chang Jing laughed bitterly.

Chang Jing, whose head was filled with questions, walked unwittingly to the beach.