Chapter 154 (2/2)
Cheng Yu sings softly. He sings to the second paragraph, ”I cast a lock with Shaohua
Ask time again for a love
I put the dust on the end
Then put the lies together
I'll tell you
I'll tell you
”Silence again”
Lin Anlan listens quietly, in the heart cannot help sour.
He looks at the lyrics and listens to Cheng Yu's singing. He sings quietly and sadly, like he's afraid of disturbing other people's lives, or mourning his own love.
Finally, he sang:
”The clouds are gone
Years are silent
You know?
You don't know?
I love you the most in the world
Lin Anlan burst into tears.
Of course he knew, but he didn't know that in those years when Cheng Yu liked him silently, he knew that Cheng Yu wanted to make friends with him, but he didn't know that he liked him, only liked him and liked him most.
He refused Cheng Yu's approach, so Cheng Yu was quiet and didn't disturb him any more.
He was afraid to cause trouble to him, he did not dare to say his feelings, just a person to keep this lonely and like.
This may be Jing Huan's feelings for Gu Shuyu, but it is Cheng Yu's feelings for him.
He did not understand why Cheng Yu liked the play so much? Why does he want to play himself? Why does he insist on playing Jing Huan?
But now, he is very distressed.
He just wanted to tell his love. What he didn't know, what he couldn't let go.
He wanted to tell everyone that he liked him, but he was afraid that he didn't want to, so he could only achieve it through movies.
He doesn't need false comfort, so he doesn't need him to play Jing Huan and Gu Shuyu himself.
He just wants to express his feelings, no result, belongs to his love.
Just like Jing Huan did to Gu Shuyu.
So, at that time, he would like to ask him if he would like to play Gu Shuyu.
Lin Anlan raised her hand and wiped her tears with a silent sigh.
The music stopped, but it entered the mode of single cycle. With the sound of the music, Lin Anlan couldn't help but shed tears again. His little flower, where he couldn't see, grew difficultly and obscurely. He didn't give him sunshine, but he made a sun, warm and shining on him.
Lin Anlan wiped her tears and walked out of the bedroom.
Cheng Yu also washes grapes in the kitchen as if escaping. Suddenly, he feels that someone hugs him from behind and sticks his face behind his neck.
”Have you finished?” Cheng Yu asked him.
”Well.” Lin Anlan tried to smile and kiss his neck, ”it's very nice.”
Cheng Yu is inexplicably relieved, ”thanks to my friend's help, otherwise it may not have such a good effect.”
”When did you record it?”
”Years later.” Cheng Yu said, ”the lyrics were given to Director Zhang at the time of shooting, and the recording was years later. At that time, director Zhang said I could try it, so I went to try it. Director Zhang thought the effect was good, so he used it.”
Lin Anlan unconsciously hugged him, ”the days when we separated?”
Cheng Yu has been paying attention not to mention the word ”separation”. Unexpectedly, he realized it and could only nod his head, ”HMM.”
Lin Anlan felt even more sad.
He hugged Cheng Yu tightly, leaned on his back neck and said to him, ”I'm sorry.”
Cheng Yu looked back at him, ”what's wrong? You didn't do anything wrong. It's my fault. I cheated you first. It's normal for you to leave. ”
He turned around, hugged Lin Anlan, soft voice coax way, ”I don't blame you, you don't need to be sorry.”
But Lin Anlan is still suffering.
He can hear the despair in Cheng Yu's songs and the sadness in his calm voice. He sings so much that people who listen to his songs can't help but feel sorry for him.
Lin Anlan felt that he was still too cruel. He was very cruel when he was not together, and he was also very cruel when he was separated after being together.
He knew that Cheng Yu would be sad, but he left. He was so determined. How could Cheng Yu not despair?
At this moment, he felt regret. Although he did not do anything wrong in the situation at that time, he still regretted it.
He should have liked him earlier, when he saw him for the first time, when he talked with him for the first time, when he liked himself.
He should have fallen in love with him earlier.
Cheng Yu was worried when he saw that he was still not happy. When he recorded the song, he held that they would not be in the same mood for the rest of their lives, so he sang in despair and sadness, and had no psychological burden. He even fantasized that when Lin Anlan heard it later, he might not hate him so much for cheating himself.
If he knew that they could be together again, he would not record this song by himself. Now he can't sing this song. He has already lost that kind of mood, and only happiness in his heart. He has lost the most primitive motivation. If he sings this song again, he will probably be able to sing a sweet little love song.
But unexpectedly, Lin Anlan felt uncomfortable because of this song.
”I was really uncomfortable at that time, but now I'm not anymore. I'm very happy. I don't believe you can listen to me now.”
Cheng Yu said, opened his mouth and began to sing a chorus climax. The song, which was originally quite sad, was instantly sung by him as if it were the joy of escaping from work.
I love you the most in the world. It's just that you don't like me. Thank you for your kindness!
Lin Anlan couldn't help but was amused by him.
Cheng Yu saw him smile, and then he was relieved, ”you see, I said I can't sing now.”
”How can you sing this song when you are asked to do so?” Lin Anlan asked him.
”I'm not singing.” Cheng Yu said, ”I'll sing it to you.”
With that, he added, ”happy version.”
Lin Anlan laughed again.
He has some attachment of coquetry like hugged Cheng Yu, in his shoulder neck rub rub rub, soft call him, ”floret.”
”Well.” Cheng Yu answers and kisses the top of his hair.
Lin Anlan said in a soft voice, ”I like you the most, all over the world, and I love you the most.”
Cheng Yu looks at him pleasantly and slowly laughs, ”HMM.”
He couldn't help kissing the top of his hair, then released his hand, held his shoulder and looked at him gently.
He lowered his head and gave him a kiss on his face. Then he went to kiss his lips. Lin Anlan hugged him and responded to his kiss.
They kiss each other, they like each other.