Chapter 137 (1/2)

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”Not good.” Lin Anlan refused, ”how can we go back to the beginning? I'm already in love with him. How can I be willing to go back to the beginning? ”

”No Jiang Xu desperately denied his love, ”you don't love him, you are just cheated by him, Xiaolan, you give him up.”

”I don't like to know for myself.”

He looked at Jiang Xu, calm and serious, ”in the past, you asked me what I like, I said at that time, I like what I like. Now, I still have this answer. I like what I like. Cheng Yu is what I like, so I like Cheng Yu. I won't give up on him, and I can't give up on him. I've only loved him for so many years, so no matter what happens, I won't give up on him. ”

”Even if he hurt you later?”

”He won't hurt me.”

”How do you know?” Jiang Xu said angrily, ”how long have you been together? How long have you known each other? Ten years ago, you said that you would not give up on me.”

”So I didn't give up on you, did I?” Lin an LAN sighed, he said, ”you give up me, not I give up you first.”

”When I treat you as a friend, I also trust you. No matter what others say, I always stand on your side.”

”Jiang Xu, if I trust a person, it's my unreserved trust. I don't doubt whether he will hurt me or not, and I don't imagine that we will go our separate ways in the future.”

”You used to be like this, and now Cheng Yu is even more like this.”

”If one day, Cheng Yu really hurt me, I will not regret it, because at this time, at this moment, I really love him and trust him.”

”But,” he said with a smile, ”I guess Cheng Yu won't hurt me. Even in ten or twenty years, as long as he's still him, he won't hurt me.”

Jiang Xu has nothing to say.

He didn't know what to say, and he had nothing more to say.

This is Lin Anlan. He is familiar with Lin Anlan.

When Lin Anlan cares about a person, he doesn't accept anyone's alienation. He only takes each other seriously according to his own mind.

But when he doesn't care about a person, he doesn't accept anyone's advice. He doesn't squint and can't see his existence in his eyes.

He used to care about Lin Anlan, but now he doesn't care.

Cheng Yu himself doesn't care, but now he does.

What he said about Cheng Yu finally fell on him.

He longed for the hope of desperate hope, Lin Anlan back, but Lin Anlan has found a new direction, stride forward.

He doesn't look back. He never looks back.

Light rain is falling, and the sky is like a curtain of water. Foggy, Lin Anlan opens the door and gets out of the nanny's car. He sees Cheng Yu standing not far away with his back to his umbrella.

Yang Wang has disappeared. Cheng Yu doesn't know when he came. He just stands not far away, looking at the distance, holding an umbrella.

He is always like this, no matter when, he is gentle and considerate.

Even if Ming knows that there are only Jiang Xu and him in the car, even if Ming knows that Jiang Xu is looking for him at this time, it will be no good.

He is also standing quietly, guarding far away, giving him freedom and security.

Eight years of secret love brought him not only love but also prudence.

He restrained his feelings and did not dare to overstep the rules. He hid all his admiration, jealousy, discontent and loss in his heart, leaving him only happiness and joy.

Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory, can't see Cheng Yu's fear and worry. He doesn't know that everything is false. He just thinks that his lover's conduct is correct and the sun is gentle.

Lin Anlan, who has a complete memory, sees all the negative emotions he tries to hide through his gentle sunshine.

He will also be unwilling, envious, dissatisfied, frustrated, afraid, and will go his own way towards knowing that he can't do it.

Therefore, he likes Cheng Yu who always shows sunshine joy in front of him, but he also loves Cheng Yu who hides his negative emotions in places he can't see.

He is like a long-distance traveler, full of the frost and ice, full of complaints and sorrow, but when he arrived at his cabin, he was covered with dust, wind and snow, changed into a smile, and knocked on his heart in the best condition.

He's true. He's been gone too long.

Lin Anlan walked towards him, step by step, slowly towards him.

Cheng Yu seemed to hear the voice, turned around and saw Lin Anlan coming towards him in the rain.

It didn't rain much, but he was still worried about Lin Anlan's health, so he rushed up.

He walked very fast, three or five steps to Lin Anlan, the umbrella in his head.

”No umbrella.” Cheng Yu said softly.

Lin Anlan looked at his concerned face, raised his hand abruptly, pressed the umbrella in his hand, covered his upper body, and then stood on tiptoe to kiss his lips.

Cheng Yu is startled, almost at a loss, and can only stand still.

The rain rolled down the surface of the umbrella and fell on the ground drop by drop.

Jiang Xu stands not far away, his dark umbrella obscures his sight. He can't see what Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are doing, but he can also guess something from Lin Anlan's posture of closing to Cheng Yu.

He stood stunned, the rain fell on him, cold to the bone.

Cheng Yu Leng for a moment, then unconsciously opened the distance of Lin Anlan, surprised to look at him.