Chapter 124 (2/2)

”It's OK.” Lin Anlan said.

He watched Cheng Yu standing in front of the faucet washing vegetables, suddenly thought that the last time he was cooking in the kitchen, Cheng Yu hugged him from behind.

In fact, he hugged himself from behind several times. When they first recorded variety shows, Cheng Yu hugged himself from behind in that shabby office.

He said he had been looking at himself behind him before, always wanted to go through the crowd, through the layers of obstacles, and hug him from behind.

Lin Anlan seldom stands behind him and looks at him. Sometimes he falls behind him unintentionally. When he sees it, he doesn't realize it.

He's the one who's being chased, so he doesn't need to see anyone's back.

He only saw his mother's back when she left. It was a vague and meaningless back that he did not remember.

But Cheng Yu is always looking at his back.

Watching him leave again and again, high school, University, work, every time, they meet by chance, it seems that fate has come, every time, he turned to leave again, leaving him a hopeless figure.

But he just looked at it and insisted on it for so many years in this hopeless hope.

Lin Anlan thinks that he is really powerful, has perseverance and determination.

He looks at Cheng Yu's thin back and his slightly trembling shoulders. He knows that he has a lot of pain, but he doesn't care. He insists on loving him day by day.

He really, it's not easy.

It's also very rare.

Lin Anlan quietly looks at it and slowly walks past, embracing Cheng Yu from behind.

This is the first time that he hugs him from this angle. He hugs Cheng Yu's waist and his face is close to his back. He thinks he is too cruel. He shouldn't be so cold-hearted. How could he give up and refuse him at that time.

”What's the matter?” Cheng Yu looked back at him, ”learn from me?”

Lin Anlan head against his back, gently nodded.

Cheng Yu smiles and lets him hold him.

Lin Anlan felt the warmth on his back and asked him, ”Xiaohua, if time can come back, which time do you want to return to?”

”The day you stood in front of the welfare home.” Cheng Yu recalled, ”I'll pick you up and take you back to my home. Although our home is not very good, I'll take good care of you.”

Lin Anlan was a little surprised. He didn't expect that he would be the answer.

”But you'd rather be with your adoptive parents, wouldn't you?” Cheng Yu quickly denied the answer, ”let's go back to your six or seven years old. I knew you earlier than Jiang Xu. I'm your first friend.”

Lin Anlan couldn't help hugging him.

He gave a low reply. He also hoped that Cheng Yu could be his first friend and best friend.

”And you?” Cheng Yu asked him.

”I want to go back to high school.” Lin Anlan said gently, ”in this way, I will treat you better.”

Cheng Yu's hand washing vegetables, he looked back at Lin Anlan, ”you want to be good to me, just ask me this question?”

Lin Anlan gave him a smile

”You work too hard.” He said, ”I used to be too cold.”

The water from the tap is splashing, but Cheng Yu seems to be deaf. He looks at Lin Anlan, only at him, then bows his head and kisses him.

He trudged slowly through the long night, and kept moving forward in the deserted desert. He tried his best to catch up with the moon, but the moon never looked back at him.

And now, the moon jumped into the desert, breeding a curved Crescent Bay, he looked down and saw the moon hiding in his eyes.

He gave him a clear spring to wash his tiredness along the way.

He found out that Lin Anlan would regret it. It was not his fault, but he would regret it.

He closed his eyes and the moon appeared in his palm.

Cheng Yu gently kisses him, rubs his forehead, and says, ”it's not hard, and you're not cold. You're for my good. I know that.”

Lin Anlan held his neck and gave him a kiss on the face.

Of course, he has his own reasons for what happened in the past. His starting point is good, and it really protects Cheng Yu's stability in the final period of time.

It's just that when he stands beside Cheng Yu now and looks back on the past, he will inevitably feel sorry for Cheng Yu at that time.

Will think, if at that time, I can be good to him.

He pinched Cheng Yu's face and said, ”go ahead and wash the dishes. I'll help you.”

Cheng Yu nodded, gave him a kiss, and gave him some of the dishes in the basin.

The meal was a little slow, and they ate a little late. Fortunately, they both liked the dishes, so they had a good time.

After dinner, Lin Anlan took a rest and went to take a bath.

Cheng Yu looks at the book and waits for him to come out after taking a bath.

Lin Anlan was in a good mood. She came out of the bathroom in a short time. She sat in front of him and asked him to blow his hair.

Cheng Yu watched the drops of water in his hair slowly roll down his white neck and finally fall into his clothes and disappear.

He took paper to help Lin Anlan wipe his neck, but he caught a glimpse of his white back, thin, pure white, delicate and warm skin.

It seems that he was suddenly scalded, silently stopped his hand, and did not dare to look at it again, but his appearance in the waves loomed in his mind.

Since Lin Anlan came back, Cheng Yu has never had intimate contact with him except hugs and kisses.

He has a desire for Lin Anlan, but he is good at suppressing his own desire. Wang, he is never willing to take the initiative to mention it, for fear that Lin Anlan is not ready.

When Lin Anlan lost his memory, they did everything they should or shouldn't have done, but just because he didn't remember before, now he has recovered. Cheng Yu doesn't know his own character and attitude towards this kind of thing?

Do you think they should do this after marriage? Or do you think premarital is OK?

He didn't know, and didn't dare to speculate, so he had to continue to endure, pretending that he was still the pure hearted man.

Cheng Yu blows Lin Anlan's hair dry before getting out of bed and going to the bathroom.

He took a cold bath and succeeded in clearing his mind.

He stayed in the bathroom a little longer, until he became warm again, and then he walked out.

Lin Anlan is already lying in the quilt.

Cheng Yu goes over, lifts the quilt and goes to bed.

Lin Anlan put down his mobile phone and turned off the light after he finished blowing his hair.

”Good night.” Cheng Yudao.

”Good night.” Lin Anlan turns around and hugs him.

Cheng Yu was stiff for a moment, but soon let his body relax. He silently recited several ancient essays he had learned before, from ”chushibiao” to ”sleepwalking Tianmu Yin farewell” and ”send Dongyang Ma Shengxu”. Then he finally calmed down his throbbing.

He hugs Lin Anlan and kisses him and his forehead.