Chapter 120 (1/2)

2012:

”I didn't even look at him, I didn't even pay attention to him. I'm not the kind of person who will find a substitute. Besides, you are unique, and other people can't be your substitute.” Cheng Yu explained.

”I know.” Lin Anlan said in a warm voice, ”that's why I don't mind.”

He turned his head and looked at Cheng Yu. ”I don't mind if it doesn't depend on Xie Hui or Hua Rong. If you have a little empathy for him, even if it's just a little bit, then I will mind it. But you don't, I know you don't, so I don't mind.”

”In other words, Huarong is your friend. From his standpoint, it can be understood that he did it. However, if you do it yourself, I will be very angry and mind. At that time, I may not be so rational to understand you.”

”I will not.” Cheng Yu said seriously, ”I just like you, and I don't want to have anything to do with other people.”

”I know, so I said I don't mind.”

Lin Anlan smiles at him and kisses his mouth. ”You were very uncomfortable then, too.”

”Because you feel bad, your friends will not have the heart to see it, and they will want you to forget me as soon as possible. It's not easy for you to end this relationship. It must be very hard for your friends to spend that lost time with you, so I don't blame you. It's not you, it's not Huarong, it's not Xie Hui. ”

”That was my choice at that time. I left resolutely, leaving you no room for relaxation. I am also very clear that as long as I don't come back to you, you will not take the initiative to appear in front of me, for fear that I will feel bored. So in the final analysis, I left too heartless. If I had answered you at that time and said, ”I will come back,” you would not have suffered so much, and your friends would not have seen your pain and wanted to help you. ”

He held Cheng Yu's cheek and gave him a kiss again, ”so don't care. You've done well. If you didn't do well, how could I believe you so much? You've done a good job of liking me. ”

Cheng Yu looked at him, and suddenly increased his strength and put him in his arms.

He held Lin Anlan in his arms, aggrieved and moved. He was aggrieved that Lin Anlan didn't look back at him at that time, and moved that now Lin Anlan comforts him.

He is just a mortal, naturally there will be grievances and loneliness, even if you know it is not Lin Anlan's fault, but also think about how he is so heartless.

It's not that he has never complained about Lin Anlan. He has also complained about why he can't give himself a chance, can't accept him, and try to let them be together. It's just that he loves him deeply, because he loves him, and he wants him to have a look at himself.

And now, Lin Anlan gently said this to him, telling him that you have done well, and telling him that he knew he was suffering at that time, so he didn't blame him or his friends. Cheng Yu just felt sad when he listened.

He likes this kind of Lin Anlan too much, gentle, rational and willing to love him.

He used to think that Lin Anlan was already very good if he didn't love him. He was serious about things, responsible for his friends, had his own ideas, and lived with confidence and pride. He just looked at them from a distance and liked them all.

But now, he found that Lin Anlan who loved him was much better than Lin Anlan he had seen before.

He is frank, gentle and compassionate. He accepts your liking and shows you his liking.

He is obviously afraid, but he is willing to give you this love.

Clearly hurt by their feelings, but will not hesitate to trust you, comfort you.

When Lin Anlan doesn't love him, his world is a ruin even if it is prosperous.

And when Lin Anlan loves him, his world finally grows.

He held Lin Anlan in his arms and said in a low voice, ”Ann, how can you be so good?”

Lin Anlan hugged him with a smile and replied, ”because you are my boyfriend.”

Cheng Yu suddenly thought of something. He looked at him and asked him, ”Ann, what do you call me?”

Lin Anlan didn't expect that he would ask this question. This sentence was only asked when he lost his memory and Cheng Yu were together. It seems that he shouldn't ask this question now.

But he looked into Cheng Yu's expectant eyes and thought that when he left that day, Cheng Yu stubbornly asked him this sentence, but he couldn't wait for his answer.

He smiles and answers gently, ”husband.”

Cheng Yu suddenly smiles, like a peach blossom.

He lowered his head, gently kissing him, Lin Anlan hooked his neck, and he received a delicate long kiss.

He holds Cheng Yu and leans on his shoulder, thinking how he can blame him. When he leaves, he just wants to think about it carefully. He knows that Cheng Yu will be miserable, but he still wants to calm down.

But now he's back together, thinking about his despair and pain at that time, it's too late for him to feel distressed. How can he blame him and his friends who think about him.

His little flower is not easy, so many years, he has suffered a lot, Lin Anlan does not want to let him suffer here.

”Do you still feel insecure?” Lin Anlan asked him, ”just suddenly asked me that sentence.”

Cheng Yu shook his head. ”When you lost your memory, I asked you this because I was upset, but now it's not,” he said. ”I just want to hear you call me that.”

Lin Anlan laughs, ”OK.”

It's not just uneasy. As for the others, Cheng Yu likes them, and there's nothing wrong with them.

After all, he also hopes Cheng Yu can be happy.

Feelings should be a happy thing, no matter what feelings, especially love.

On the next day, Cheng Yu told Yu Heng about his reunion with Lin Anlan.

He stood on the balcony of his study and talked to Yu Heng on the phone about it.

Yu Heng was silent for a moment and then asked him, ”are you going to marry him?”

”Of course.”

”And the child?”

”Let's adopt one, or take one from the Cheng family.”

”Do you think your father will agree?”