Chapter 108 (2/2)

Cheng Yu is ill. He is ill.

It's only a few days since he left. Why did he get sick?

Lin Anlan thought of the day he left, Cheng Yu's look, he looked at himself sad, eyes full of sorrow, he asked him, ”Ann, what do you call me?”

He asked him, ”you're not coming back, are you?”

His voice is full of despair, fragile as if a touch will be broken.

Lin Anlan lowered her eyes and sighed unconsciously.

It is clear that he is the victim of Cheng Yu's love and the one who has been cheated by him, but Cheng Yu seems to be more like a victim than him.

It's like he's been robbed of his only property. He's so pathetic and sad that you can't blame him because he's so miserable.

Lin Anlan is dissatisfied with his deceiving himself, but he can't really blame him.

He stayed with Cheng Yu for half a year, feeling his worries about gain and loss, looking at his paintings and browsing his photos. He spent half of his life on himself, and his love was given to himself.

He seems to live natural and unrestrained, but in the place where he can't see, he has been quietly taking his photos and practicing his painting.

Cheng Yu is very good.

He really likes himself.

So he said, ”I won't be on the same stage with you.” Cheng Yu has never been on the same stage with him.

”We won't be friends,” he said, and Cheng Yu didn't bother again.

He will never embarrass him, respect his every word, even if the heart like him like to go crazy, also very obediently back in the side, silently watching.

No interruptions, no entanglements, no pressure.

As Cheng Yu, if he wants to be on the same stage with himself, he always has a way, but he didn't do anything. Until last year, when he lost his memory and was with him, he carefully asked him if he would mind if they recorded the same variety show and whether he would like to play Gu Shuyu.

Now think about it, Cheng Yu so stubborn want to play Jinghuan, probably because he and Jinghuan are in the same position of secret love, love each other.

So he wanted to play Jing Huan, so he said he couldn't play Gu Shuyu.

Lin an LAN sighed and thought that he was really rare. He thought that if he was Cheng Yu, he might be more willing to play Gu Shu Yu. He had loved each other for so many years, and it was rare that he could make each other like him once in the movie. How nice.

However, if he was Cheng Yu, he would never like to be alone for eight years.

He didn't even want to take the initiative to approach or like each other, let alone for eight years.

So he is doomed not to be Cheng Yu. How can he be Cheng Yu with such a character?

Lin Anlan feels very strange, even wonderful. In a family like Cheng Yu, his father raised a lover, his mother died early, and even he saw his illegitimate son. However, he still believes in love, and still has the ability to love others. Even if the other party doesn't like him, he can love each other persistently and sincerely without complaint.

He is just like the Epiphyllum blooming in the night. How dark the night is, how brilliant he is. His blooming purity is not affected by the night at all. Instead, he makes it his foil.

Most people in the world, like him or Jiang Xu, go into the night and blend into the night.

They have encountered misfortune, they are eager to be loved, so they stand in a passive position, waiting for others to take the initiative to approach.

But Cheng Yu is different. He goes through the night. He turns himself into light, so he can light others.

How could he be Cheng Yu?

He can never be Cheng Yu. How can he have Cheng Yu's power and mind.

He can only be Lin Anlan, rational ordinary ordinary Lin Anlan.

However, the more ordinary, will envy those extraordinary people.

The more you can't be light, the more you will appreciate those who can be light.

Lin Anlan breathed in the window, raised his hand, and slowly drew a small flower pattern on the window.

”Go to Cheng Yu's house.” He said, ”Birch house on birch road.”

Zhuozia turned to look at him in surprise, and saw Lin Anlan looking at the window.

What did he want to ask, but he didn't ask. He slowly withdrew his eyes.

Lin Anlan looked at the flowers on the window glass and soon disappeared. It seemed that they had never existed. He once again breathed a sigh and drew a new one.

What does Cheng Yu like about him?

When amnesia, every time he asked him, he said that he liked everything about him, he said that he was very good, he was worthy of liking, but did he really understand him?

Is he really good?

When he was young, his mother also thought he was good, called him baby, baby, but in the end, he was left at the gate of the welfare home.

Growing up, Jiang Xu also thinks he's good. They've known each other for more than ten years and grew up together. But in the end, Jiang Xu wants him to be a fake boyfriend for Cheng Yu, so as to get the father's love he wants.

It seems that from beginning to end, only his adoptive parents think he is good and always love him.

But can there really be someone like his adoptive parents?

In fact, Cheng Yu has never been in touch with the real him. He has never been in touch with the real him, whether he is living in his fantasy before amnesia or he is not his real character after amnesia.

Well, after contacting him, won't he also feel that he is not so good, and just like his mother or Jiang Xu, he has turned his back on him?

Lin Anlan is not sure, if even your parents will abandon you in this world, then what will not happen?

Love is the most illusory thing, how many people love and break up, break up and fall in love, when love is warm, when tired, warm is true, tired is true, this is love, this is human feelings.

How can he guarantee that he won't be bored?