Chapter 107 (1/2)
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Seeing this, sun Meng didn't say much. He recorded a VCR and advised him, ”then have a good rest.”
Although he didn't agree with Cheng Yu's feelings of cheating Lin Anlan by taking advantage of the situation before, Cheng Yu is like this now. Besides, it's meaningless. He has learned a lesson, and he doesn't have to sprinkle salt on his wound.
”I'll help you with other work first. When you're better, I'll talk about it then.”
”Good.”
Sun Meng didn't disturb him. He said a few more words and left.
Cheng Yu sleeps for a while. He feels dizzy and his face seems to be hot. He touches his forehead and takes out his temperature gun to test it. He has a fever.
He just opened the drawer, rummaged in the drawer for a while, found out the antipyretic and took one.
Cheng Yu felt that he was so weak that he had little energy.
He heard the knock on the door again and dragged his body out wearily.
Then he saw Yu Yu.
Cheng Yu is inexplicably guilty. Among so many people, he never cares about other people seeing his present image, but he doesn't want Yu Heng to see it.
Yu Heng trusts him very much. Cheng Yu in his eyes is excellent, confident and powerful. Like him, he can do well if he wants to.
He didn't want Yu Heng to see himself like this, for fear that he would be disappointed. After all, Yu Heng was his closest relative.
Among all his relatives, Yu Heng is the one who is closest to him and cares about him most.
Cheng Yu was a little cramped for a moment, ”Why are you here?”
”What's the matter with you?” Yu Heng asked him.
He raised his hand and touched Cheng Yu's forehead, ”have a fever?”
Cheng Yu nodded.
”For Lin Anlan?”
Cheng Yu wanted to retort, but he didn't want to lie to him, so he didn't speak.
Yu Heng sighed helplessly, ”I knew it would be like this. When I saw you that time, I knew you were drinking poison to quench thirst and playing with fire to set yourself on fire.”
Cheng Yu asked him, ”come in?”
Yu Heng went in.
He said, ”Xiao Yu, it's time for you to see a doctor.”
”It's just a cold and a fever. There's no need. I have medicine at home.”
”I'm talking about psychiatrists.” Yu Heng's way.
Cheng Yu was stunned and looked at him in surprise.
Yu Heng's expression is very calm, ”you are too paranoid about his feelings, you have too many things in your heart, you should go to see a doctor, you need a doctor to help you out of this relationship.”
”I can do it myself.”
”If you could, you wouldn't be eight years old, and you'd be looking at him.”
He advised Cheng Yu, ”you don't have to feel embarrassed about this. Modern people are under great pressure and will have some psychological problems more or less. That's why many universities now have psychological counseling rooms. I don't mean that you are sick or wrong. I just think that you can find a special person to listen to your story and help you come out. ”
”Even if you don't want to come out and you can't come out, it's not bad for you to see a doctor and ask him to help you relieve your depression and make yourself easier, isn't it?”
”I can solve it myself.” Cheng Yu is very firm, ”I'm just in a bad state now, but I'll get better after a while. You don't have to worry.”
”How can I not worry about you like this?”
Yu Chen sighed, ”in those days, your mother was exhausted, and there were too many grievances and discontent in her heart. In the end, although she let go, her body could not be recovered. Now that you are like this, I look at you, do you think I can rest assured?”
”Soon.” Cheng Yu comforted him, ”it will be fine soon, brother. You really don't have to worry.”
He said, coughing a few times, Yu Heng helped him pour a glass of water, changed the topic and asked him, ”have you eaten yet?”
Cheng Yu dare not let him worry, can only say, ”eat.”
”Really?”
”Well.”
”I won't leave these two days. I'll accompany you. When you're better, I'll go home.”
”No Cheng Yu is embarrassed, ”I can take good care of myself, you go busy, you can rest assured, I know what I do, I will not be so depressed for too long, soon, I will clean up a good mood.”
”How long?”
Cheng Yu closed his mouth, Yu Heng looked at him, four eyes relative, Cheng Yu finally compromise, ”a week, a week later, I will be better.”
”If you're still like this after a week, you can go to see a doctor and I'll go with you, OK?”
Cheng Yu refuses and shakes his head. He doesn't want to. Of course, he knows that Yu Heng doesn't mean any harm. He also knows that maybe he should go to see a doctor. His love has been unhealthy for a long time. He should have been treated by a special person. Unfortunately, he doesn't want to.
He didn't want to show his love to others, and he didn't want to define his love for Lin Anlan as a mental illness.
He just likes Lin Anlan. Like all the boys and girls in the world, he just likes one person.
He didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it, and he didn't feel that it needed to be taken out alone to be judged and told how to do it.
Love is a matter of two people, unrequited love is a matter of one person, he is willing to like, he did not hurt anyone, then, he can naturally keep his like, keep the way he likes a person.
He didn't want to see a doctor, and he didn't feel that his love needed to be treated by others.
If Lin Anlan is willing to love him, that day is his best doctor in charge, the best medicine.
But if Lin Anlan doesn't want to love him, he can lick the wound and let this unhealthy love rot in his heart.
Healthy love has its own way of life, unhealthy love has its own way of death, as long as he doesn't hurt others, why can't he let this relationship grow in his own way?
”I won't go.”
Yu Chen has nothing to do with him. Cheng Yu doesn't want to do this kind of thing. Even if he forces him, it's useless.
”Xiao Yu, I don't want you to end up with your mother.”
”No way.” Cheng Yu said seriously, ”my psychological endurance is much better than her. After so many years, I will accept it this time.”
”Give me a little time, just a little will do.”
He said very sincerely, seems to be very determined, Yu believes, he believes that he can adjust, in a few days, he will still be his familiar calm brother.