Chapter 99 (2/2)
He raised his eyebrows and gathered the sunshine in his eyes.
His eyes were red with sadness.
Lin Anlan never hoped that he could recover his memory now and see his whole feelings for Cheng Yu completely, instead of being separated and only knowing his current feelings.
He fell in love with him in Cheng Yu's deception. Love is true, so it's true not to give up.
But he didn't love him before he lost his memory. It's true that he didn't love him, so it's true that he cheated him.
With so many true and false mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knows how to face Cheng Yu. He needs his previous memory, and he needs his past feelings to help him make up for his missing feelings.
He wants to restore his memory and see what his feelings for Cheng Yu are.
Should he forgive Cheng Yu?
Can you continue to love him.
He closed his eyes and his heart was full of confusion.
When Hua Rong came to find Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was worse than he thought.
It wasn't a few days since they met in the supermarket, but he didn't seem to be angry. He was the same person, but he seemed to be a different person.
”Let's go,” Hua Rong said with a hook on his shoulder, ”brother, have a drink with you.”
”I don't want to go.” Cheng Yu refused.
”Aren't you in the right mood to drink? Let's go. Let's go. It's my treat. Let's call Xu Sheng. ”
Cheng Yu couldn't, so he had to get on the bus with him.
Xu Sheng arrived later than them. When he entered the box, he saw Huarong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu has a languid expression. If Huarong falls down, he drinks. If Huarong doesn't fall down, he doesn't want to pour wine himself.
”What's the matter?” Xu Sheng sat down beside him and said, ”how can a new year make you like this? You had a fight with your dad? ”
”Look up at his father.” Hua Rong held a cigarette in his mouth and said to him, ”if his father quarrels with him, he has to be willing to take care of his father. Just him, take care of him?”
Xu Sheng thought that for so many years, Cheng Yu took Cheng Feng seriously when he was a child longing for his father's love.
Later his mother went, and his father continued to be romantic. After that, Cheng Yu looked at his father as if he were a passer-by on the road. He had no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings for him.
Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, that is really looking up at Cheng Feng.
”What is he?”
”Lin Anlan knows the truth and leaves.” Hua rongdao.
Xu Sheng is surprised, ”when?”
”Just two days ago.”
”Lying trough!” Xu Sheng goes to see Cheng Yu in a hurry, and he sees that Cheng Yu is still expressionless.
After thinking for a long time, he could only pat Cheng Yu on the arm and say to him, ”I'm sorry.”
Cheng Yu smiles and nods.
Xu Sheng was more worried about him in an instant.
”What's the matter? How can you suddenly discover the truth? What did Jiang Xu tell him? Or something else you didn't notice? ”
He asked sincerely, words full of puzzled, ”you have been hiding from him for half a year, how can be found at this time.”
Yes, Cheng Yu thought. How could he be found at this time?
Because it is false, false is always false, there will always be a day of exposure.
Not today, but tomorrow.
You can't escape. It's not bad.
He lowered his head, poured himself a glass of wine and drank it in silence.
”Why don't you talk?” Xu Sheng asked him.
”There's nothing to say.” Cheng Yudao.
Xu Sheng looked at Hua Rong with depression. Hua Rong shrugged, ”don't look at me. I can't help it. If I can let him say it, what else can I tell you to do?”
Xu Sheng had to turn his eyes back on Cheng Yu again. ”Ah Yu, you said it. If you don't say it, it's not for nothing to worry us.”
”Nothing to worry about.” Cheng Yu said, ”don't worry, I'll be fine.”
He poured a glass of wine for Huarong and Xusheng, handed them the glass, ”come on, drink.”
Xu Sheng looked at him, but touched a cup with him, while observing him, drinking.
Cheng Yu didn't want to drink at first. He didn't drink too much and didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.
But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol. He thought it was a good thing to drink some wine at this time.
He doesn't have the habit of pouring out. From small to large, he is not a person who is good at pouring out.
When he was young, he couldn't face the depression of trusting him. He told me that I didn't have a strong heart like you. I hope someone will take care of me. I hope someone will care about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary families
Now, he is still unable to tell his pain, sadness and despair to his trusted friends.
He is used to growing up by himself, and he is used to digesting his joys and sorrows in his heart.
When encountering happy things, he can take the initiative to speak out and share with everyone.
But when it comes to sad things, he likes to bear and be sad by himself.
Cheng Yu doesn't think it's necessary for him to say anything. Love is a matter for two people. Hua Rong or Xu Sheng can't help him.
Only Lin Anlan can help him, but Lin Anlan has left his world.
Therefore, it does not need too many people to participate in this love.
He doesn't need others to persuade him or tell him that there is no grass in the world. He knows everything. He is just stuck in the mud and can't get rid of it.
Everyone knows the truth, but how many can we really do?
Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.
Hua Rong saw this, took his shoulder and advised him, ”ah Yu, brother, as a past person, I can't help but tell you something about feelings. Before you like him, you think he does not give you the opportunity, you think if you can get in touch with each other well, then you can become a couple, but now, you have tried, the opportunity has given you, you even get along with each other for half a year, this is still divided, which proves that you may not be suitable indeed. ”
”Love doesn't mean that I like you. I like you the most. It can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise so many boys and girls like you, why don't they see you and others? ”
”So ah, feelings, this kind of thing, reluctantly, maybe you do have a predestined relationship with Lin Anlan, you don't have to hang around him all the time.”