Chapter 96 (1/2)
96
Lin Anlan carefully took out the painting, surprised to find that under the painting, it was no longer a painting, but a photo album.
Many albums, big and small.
He picked up a book, opened it and turned it page by page. It's hard to believe that the whole album is full of his own single photo.
He was lying on the table in his school uniform, he was playing in his sports uniform on the playground, he was bending his head to do the test paper, he turned his head as if he was talking to someone, he walked forward alone, he sat on the parallel bars in silence.
It's all him, only him, no Cheng Yu, no Jiang Xu, no one, just him.
Lin Anlan was shocked.
He picked up this is the last photo of the whole album. Lin Anlan turned over and saw that Cheng Yu wrote four words in a black neutral pen: I want him.
He doesn't write every picture, but occasionally he writes a few words on the back.
For example, in the prototype of his oil painting, he wrote on the back: Ann won the first place in the campus singer contest.
For example, in the last photo album of his high school, he wrote on the back: ”after graduation, I want to go to the same university with him.”.
Therefore, Lin Anlan did not care.
He closed the album, put it back in the box, and put the painting back in.
However, all of a sudden, Lin Anlan seems to think of something, put the hand of oil painting suddenly stopped.
He slowly picked up the painting again, put it beside him, and doubtfully picked up the last photo album he had just put back.
He opened the album directly to the last photo, and looked at it in disbelief. His eyes were full of shock and disbelief.
In the lower left corner of that photo, the number of August 26 is clearly displayed.
Lin Anlan can't believe it. He gently turns over the photo and looks at the four big words on the back of the photo. He just feels that his body is shaking unconsciously.
He felt cold, and his hair seemed to stand up.
He didn't understand. Why?
I want him. Why do I want him?
What does it mean to think? I don't want to get it, so I hope to get it. Thinking is a beautiful vision, thinking is a wish.
However, this word should not appear here.
Lin Anlan clearly remembers that he came to Cheng Yu on August 29.
He asked Cheng Yu, ”are you my boyfriend?”
Cheng Yu told him, yes.
He said they were in a relationship a week ago.
Why, then, would he write down on August 26 that I want him.
At this time, they are already lovers, he does not need to think, he has been his boyfriend.
Lin Anlan's hands trembled unconsciously. He quickly looked at this album again, not only this one, but also several others.
He has been able to confirm that this is almost Cheng Yu's own picture taken from the perspective of secret love when he was secretly in love with him.
So there is no Cheng Yu or Jiang Xu in the photo, because Cheng Yu is just recording his secret love and doesn't need others to show up.
However, if so, why did he take such photos and sigh when he was clearly with himself on August 26.
Lin Anlan felt that his brain was in a mess, but he felt that he had never been so sober.
He thought of what Cheng Yu said to him, ”I changed my mobile phone, so we can't find our chat record. I'm sorry.”
He also thought of what Cheng Yu and he said, ”we are in an underground love, so no one knows that we are in love, and we didn't take a group photo.”
He also thought of what Cheng Yu said, ”I'm afraid you'll regret it in the future.”
He is always afraid that he will regret it. When two people have a relationship, Cheng Yu refuses him, saying that he is afraid that he will recover his memory and regret it.
When he quarrels with Jiang Xu and says he never wants to see him again, Cheng Yu advises him not to do so, saying that he is afraid that he will recover his memory and regret it.
He always didn't understand before, what can he regret, but now he knows.
Lin Anlan felt uncomfortable.
He tries to find evidence to persuade himself and tell him that it's not what you think. Cheng Yu didn't cheat you, but the more he thinks about it, the clearer the past is.
Jiang Xu said, ”he lied to you, he lied to you.”
”How can he be your boyfriend? Even if you step back, will you fall in love with someone your friends hate?”
”What evidence does he have? Besides his mouth, what else can prove that you are his boyfriend? Is there a witness? Do you have any physical evidence? ”
”You have nothing to do with it, nothing to do with it!”
Lin Anlan felt that something flowed out of his eyes. As soon as he bowed his head, tears fell on the album, and with a sound of ”pa”, he slid down a line of water stains.
He silently wiped the tears in his eyes, then closed the album and put it back in the box.
Cheng Yu lied to him. He lied to him.
He had always wondered why he and Cheng Yu became lovers. He knew that Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu had such a relationship. He knew that Jiang Xu could not want to see him and Cheng Yu together. How could he fall in love with Cheng Yu and make the muddy water more muddy.
He shouldn't stimulate Jiang Xu so much. Even if he knows that Jiang Xu has gone to see Cheng Feng behind his back, he shouldn't do such a thing to revenge Jiang Xu. It's unnecessary. It will only make Jiang Xu hate Cheng Yu more.
What's more, he should not have known at that time.
Lin Anlan always thought that what happened in the middle of this, and other things that he didn't recall happened, so that's why it happened.
But now, he understood.
He is not with Cheng Yu at all. His understanding of himself is not wrong. What is wrong is the relationship he thinks he has with Cheng Yu.
He and Cheng Yu are not lovers at all.
Cheng Yu is not his boyfriend. He has never been.
Cheng Yu's hand suddenly started to panic.
That feeling is not strong, looming, let Cheng Yu can't ignore, but don't know why.
”Happy birthday, grandma.” Yu Chen picked up the cup and said to old lady Yu.
Old lady Yu said in a voice: ”good.”
Cheng Yu also immediately said with a smile, ”happy birthday, grandma.”
”You're happy, too.”
Cheng Yu nodded with a smile, but he was inexplicably worried.
Lin Anlan put the box back and went back to the bedroom.
He looked at Cheng Yu's painting on the bedroom wall, in which he sat happily in the tulip bushes, spotless.
It was painted by Cheng Yu while they were recording the program in e country, and later it was shipped back. He liked it so much that Cheng Yu hung it on the wall of his bedroom.
But now, Lin Anlan didn't know what he was feeling.
He took out his mobile phone and took the initiative to make a rare call to Jiang Xu.
Jiang Xu surprised to pick up, asked him, ”Xiaolan, you want me?”
”You said before that Cheng Yu lied to me. He's not my boyfriend.”