Chapter 92 (2/2)
Lin Anlan shakes his head, ”they solve their mother and son's problems by themselves.”
Cheng Yu nodded, but was not at ease, ”can Jiang Xu solve it? If he doesn't handle it well, will it involve you? ”
Once Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu come to the fore, Jiang Liying is bound to drag Lin Anlan into the water. It is inevitable that no one will dig out Lin Anlan's past and find out that he was abandoned by his mother. At that time, they will throw these problems to Lin Anlan and cause secondary damage.
”I'll deal with it. I'm not sure about Jiang Xu.” Cheng Yudao.
Lin Anlan doesn't think it's necessary, but Cheng Yu doesn't seem to let him in, and he worries about himself, so Lin Anlan doesn't refuse, ”OK, if you want to.”
Hearing this, Cheng Yu walks into his bedroom to avoid him and makes a phone call.
After he came out of the bedroom, Lin Anlan said with a smile, ”don't hit me in the face. It seems that we Xiaohua still have two faces.”
Cheng Yu smiles, ”more than two faces.”
”Seven color flowers?”
”It's not impossible.”
Lin Anlan laughed, put things away, sat on the sofa, ”sit down.”
Cheng Yu sat in the past, Lin Anlan leaned on his shoulder, and then slowly slid down, lying on his legs, leaning against his arms, ”so tired.”
”Take a break, and then we'll cook a meal.”
”Good.” Lin Anlan whispered.
He grasped Cheng Yu's hand and held it in his own, ”don't worry, Xiaohua, there won't be Jiang Xu. He said that he would spend the new year with you, just with you.”
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, then hesitated to ask him, ”can you... Put it down?”
From the moment Jiang Xu appeared, or even earlier, from the moment Lin Anlan said he would go home for the new year, Cheng Yu was worried.
Of course, he knew that Jiang Xu always spent the Spring Festival with Lin Anlan, so he was afraid, afraid that Jiang Xu would come to Lin Anlan, afraid that Lin Anlan would see him pitiful and tender hearted, and promised to spend the Spring Festival with him.
Of course, he knows that Jiang Xu sent many short messages to Lin Anlan recently, and he also knows that Lin Anlan replied to a short message from Jiang Xu.
He didn't know what they were talking about, but he guessed that this time point could only be related to the Chinese New Year.
Cheng Yu even seriously thought that if Lin Anlan really asked him, could Jiang Xu spend the new year with them? What's his answer.
He thought for a long time and felt that he had no other choice but to promise.
If he wants to spend the new year with Lin Anlan, only this must be realized. It doesn't seem so important for him to spend the new year alone with Lin Anlan, or for him, Jiang Xu and Lin Anlan.
Without Jiang Xu, of course, is the best, but with Jiang Xu, he can also accept.
He has accepted that Jiang Xu has been around Lin Anlan for so many years. How can he care about this more day.
”Yes.” Lin Anlan answered him.
His voice was not big, but his tone was firm. He looked up at Cheng Yu, released his hand and touched his face, ”I said, I won't let you suffer.”
Cheng Yu looks at the warmth in his eyes and wants to tell him that he doesn't care about the occasional loss. In fact, he can accept it. He doesn't want this new year. He is happy, but Lin Anlan is guilty and remorseful.
But he looked at Lin Anlan lying on his lap, but he felt selfishly that he was the best without Jiang Xu.
He and Lin Anlan have had so much time together for the new year, and he, perhaps only this time.
Then, can he be absent this time?
Just this once.
At the beginning of Mingming, Lin Anlan said that it was only them, only the two of them.
He thought selfishly, but sighed again, gently covered Lin Anlan's eyes and asked him, ”don't you feel guilty? Don't you feel guilty when you think about it in the future? ”
”Why do you feel guilty?” Lin Anlan asked him, ”he cheated me first, didn't he? It's been a long time. ”
”But he's just afraid you're angry. He doesn't dare to tell you. He knows he's wrong, so he doesn't dare to tell you. He can only keep it from you.”
”It's better to be punished if you commit a crime knowingly?”
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment.
He didn't know whether he was talking about himself or Jiang Xu. He said, ”in fact, he just cares about you, too much, so he won't tell you.”
Lin Anlan felt that he was just like a little white flower out of the mud.
He took Cheng Yu's hand away from his eyes, looked into his eyes, and said to him, ”don't always speak for him. I know you don't want me to regret after I recover my memory, but now I have part of my memory, so I can make my own decision. I won't regret for my decision, at least it won't be reversed, will it?”
”We agreed that he would not go to see Cheng Feng, but he did, more than once, even your grandfather. It's true, isn't it?”
Cheng Yu nodded.
”He went to see your father, your grandfather is not for your good, nor for my good. He does not exist for me. He has to go to see your father, your grandfather, and he does not exist because he feels that his mother or his birth has hurt you and your mother, so he goes to attack Cheng Feng, right?”
Cheng Yu nodded again.
”Then it's over.” Lin Anlan is very rational way, ”in this matter, there is no possibility that I wronged him, it is his fault, then he must pay for his own mistakes.”
”I won't regret it. If I regret it in the future, I will bear it myself.”
Cheng Yu looked at the firmness in his eyes and vaguely saw his future.
He asked Lin Anlan, ”is it possible, even if it is a possibility, that you will forgive him after the other party knowingly commits the crime?”
Lin Anlan thinks it's impossible, ”if you make a mistake, you should be punished. Even if you forgive, there should be a price. And even if you forgive, they may not be able to return to their previous feelings. At least now, I don't really want to reason with Jiang Xu. I know we've known each other since childhood and we have a good relationship, but I can't accept that he has grown up like this. ”
”So I don't want to see him, and I don't want to tell him that I don't forgive him.”
”Maybe my memory hasn't been fully recovered, so the existing feelings can't resist his current mistakes, but there's no way. Who calls me amnesia. I can't just press my head to recover my memory, can I? ”
Cheng Yu didn't know what to say, so he nodded and looked at him with a smile.
Lin Anlan poked his face, ”so don't speak for him, and don't worry about me. I know it in my heart.”
”Good.” Cheng Yudao.
Lin Anlan hugs him. Fortunately, his little flower is just and kind. It's also strange. It's all a father, and his mother left early. How can Cheng Yu be so straight and compassionate, and Jiang Xu be so crooked?
People's growth is really unpredictable.