Chapter 83 (2/2)
It was Lin Anlan's 18 years, Jiang Xu's 18 years of incomparable confidence, and his 18 years of fearlessness after suffering.
”Don't let Jiang Xu appear. Whether it's the crew or the hotel, it's up to you.” Lin Anlan said with a smile.
Cheng Yu nodded helplessly, ”OK.”
The shooting went on smoothly, and Jiang Xu never showed up again.
He will still wait at the gate of the crew or hotel, but if Lin Anlan doesn't show up, he can't wait.
Jiang Xu asked him, ”don't you want me? Are you going to abandon me, too
Lin Anlan didn't go to read his message. He looked at the script and his drooping face was very serious.
Jiang Xu is not far away, but he can't see the person in his memory, and can't wait for a response.
Did he really want to abandon him?
Will Lin Anlan abandon him?
How could Lin Anlan abandon him?
In this world, the only thing he can trust is not Lin Anlan?
But why didn't Lin Anlan see him?
Jiang Xu got out of the car and tried to rush to the hotel, but he was stopped.
After all, he remembers that he was still a star and had no way to wallow in the hotel. He had to return to the car and text Lin Anlan again, apologizing and begging for his forgiveness.
All of a sudden, Jiang Xu found that he was acting like himself a few months ago.
At that time, he quarreled with Lin Anlan. He was very scared. Lin Anlan was never so angry and said so heavy words to him.
He even hacked his wechat and didn't answer the phone.
He can only keep sending text messages, praying for Lin Anlan's forgiveness.
He said he was wrong, he shouldn't be like this, he won't be like this.
He said he didn't want anything, he didn't want anything, as long as Lin Anlan was by his side, he could not want anything.
But then
Then, he found that Lin Anlan went to Cheng Yu. He thought Lin Anlan wanted to help him after all.
So he thought he could have both fish and bear paws.
He began to contact Cheng Feng again. He thought that when he got rich, he would give Lin Anlan everything he wanted.
However, what Lin Anlan wanted at first was that he was far away from Cheng Feng and Cheng Yu?
How could he help himself?
How could he be willing to cheat Cheng Yu's feelings and help himself?
He was wrong from the beginning.
So he made a mistake from the beginning.
So, he let Lin Anlan down again.
He didn't disappoint his mother. His mother could not have him.
He let Lin Anlan down twice, Lin Anlan naturally can not want him.
Jiang Xu regretted it. At this moment, he completely regretted it.
For him, everything in the world is a bubble of prosperity, but Lin Anlan is the pillar to support his soul. When the pillar is there, he can pursue prosperity without scruple, but once the pillar is gone, all his anxieties will be released. No matter how beautiful everything in the world is, he has no intention to appreciate it.
Lin Anlan has been with him for a long time. He was born without a father, and his mother chose to leave on the way. Only Lin Anlan and Lin Anlan have been leading him and accompanying him forward.
As a teenager, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the best person in the world. He thought that when he grew up, he would give him all he wanted.
In his youth, Jiang Xu felt that Lin Anlan was the most reassuring person in the world. He would never leave himself, so he should also understand his desire for fatherly love.
He betrayed himself unconsciously in his youth, but he never found his betrayal.
It was not until this moment that Jiang Xu realized that he would also leave himself.
When he is disappointed with himself again and again, he will choose to give up and turn away.
There are so many people in the world who can see him. He can see it, Cheng Yu can see it, and others can see it.
So Lin Anlan can leave him, but he can't.
I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. I won't see Cheng Feng again, really
He sent out a text message, but there was no response.
Jiang Xu asked him word by word: [it's not that I didn't see me before Sanguan was perfect. Now I know I'm wrong and I've corrected it. Why don't I get back to you
There is still no reply.
Lin Anlan has gone to sleep.
He waited for Jiang Xu, just like he had waited for his mother, but he didn't wait. He was tired, so he chose to give them up.
When Lin Anlan woke up the next day, he found that there was a pile of unread messages on his mobile phone. He didn't watch them. He changed his clothes and went to film.
Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are going to record the last issue of ”backpack boy's journey” this weekend, so they have to catch up with the filming progress of the crew and set out on time on the morning of the weekend.
This time, the recording location is still abroad. As the last episode of the program, the program team specially selected a beautiful island, ready to let the stars show good figure and play some confrontational games.
When Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu arrived in s country, they got on the bus sent by the program group.
When the director saw Lin Anlan, he said with a smile, ”Anlan may have a surprise when he arrives at the hotel.”
Lin Anlan is very surprised, ”surprise?”
The director laughed. ”You'll see in a moment.”
Lin Anlan thought that they had prepared some gifts and was full of expectation to guess the so-called surprise. However, when he arrived at the hotel, he knew what the director's so-called surprise was.
——Jiang Xu is here!