Chapter 77 (2/2)
But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he could not bear it and would try his best to expose his lies.
As long as it is a lie, there will always be loopholes. Lin Anlan may not hesitate to believe him at first, but when Jiang Xu attacks him again and again, Lin Anlan will always doubt it.
His good days are really numbered.
Cheng Yu hugs Lin Anlan and kisses him several times in the dark.
He fell asleep in worry and fear.
His heart is still very afraid, afraid and afraid.
He saw Lin Anlan in the boundless darkness. He rushed after him, but he couldn't catch up with him.
He called him anxiously, ”An'an.”
Lin Anlan looked back at him, his eyes cold, his eyes full of disgust, he said, ”Cheng Yu, when we are sure of love, is there a witness?”
”No Cheng Yu fixed in place, dry answer way.
”Is there any material evidence?”
”Neither.”
”What evidence do you have?”
Nothing, because it was a fake.
Lin Anlan laughed and said, ”I want to stop Jiang Xu and not let him destroy your peaceful life, but what about you? Is that how you repay me? You are disgusting
Cheng Yu wakes up in a flash.
He sat up with a cold sweat on his back.
He shivered and gasped for breath. In the dark, he turned to look at Lin Anlan.
He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he was still guilty.
He murmured, ”I'm sorry...”
But it's no use. He knows it's wrong, and he won't stop it. He just insists on going wrong all the time.
Cheng Yu sits on the bed. The rain outside the window hits the leaves and falls to the ground along the veins.
He got out of bed and went to the living room.
He looked out of the window at the rain, which was so urgent that many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but he remembered that he had already stopped smoking. He gave up smoking for Lin Anlan. He hadn't smoked for two or three months.
He has been very familiar with the life of Lin Anlan around him.
He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.
He looked at the rain outside the window, standing quietly and lonely.
When Lin Anlan leans to the other side in a daze, he vaguely realizes that something is wrong. He opens his eyes and finds that Cheng Yu is not by his side.
Did you go to the bathroom? Lin Anlan thought.
He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a long time, nothing happened.
Lin Anlan doubts, he rubbed his eyelids and got out of bed.
When he came to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light. Then he saw Cheng Yu standing in front of the window. When he looked back at himself, he was surprised for a moment.
”How did you get up?” Cheng Yu comes over.
”I'll ask you that.” Lin Anlan said, ”why did you get up and still stand in front of the window?”
Cheng Yu laughed and lied to him. ”I came out to pick up a glass of water. I couldn't sleep, so I stood in front of the window for a while.”
”Why can't you sleep?”
”I had a nightmare.” Cheng Yu said, ”I wake up when I dream that you are gone.”
”Dreams are the opposite, which means we will always be together.” Lin Anlan comforted him.
Cheng Yu nods and walks to the bedroom with him.
When the two returned to bed, Lin Anlan asked him, ”are you still worried? I'm afraid Jiang Xu will know that I lost my memory and provoke us, but I believe him.”
Cheng Yu took a look at him and didn't deny it.
”Do you have so little faith in me?” Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu shook his head. He said, ”I don't have confidence in you. I don't have confidence in your years.”
”Ann, actually, I like what you have now.” He suddenly said, ”you have no memory, only me in your heart and only me in your eyes. You have me every day. I'm the person who accompanies you for the longest time, so I'm very happy.”
”But you, who have all your memories, have spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets I don't know, and many times I can't squeeze in.”
”It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid.”
”I'm afraid that Jiang Xu will tell you all about the ten years you've experienced together. I'm afraid that I can't beat your feelings of thousands of days and nights for more than ten years by myself.”
Lin Anlan was stunned.
Of course, he can feel that Cheng Yu is uneasy, otherwise he would not dream like that.
He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much, and he would like himself more.
”You don't want me to remember.”
Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes. He didn't want him to see the greed in his eyes.
”Yes.” He said, ”I'm not as good as you think. I'm more selfish than you think.”
”A lot, a lot.”
He and Jiang Xu are essentially the same, selfish and greedy.
They inherited Cheng Feng's selfishness and put it on the people they care about most.
What's the difference between him and Jiang Xu?
They are the same, the same sorry Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they really deserve to be Cheng Feng's son, half brother.
Lin Anlan's life, the most should not meet, is the two of them.
”Ann, there is one thing I want to tell you in advance.” He gently opened his mouth and paved his way for a rainy day. ”We are in underground love, so when we determine the relationship, no one knows and there is no written record. If Jiang Xu uses this to stir up the feelings between us, you must not believe it.”
Lin Anlan nodded, ”OK.”
Cheng Yu loosened his hand and gave him a smile. He said, ”sleep.”
Lin Anlan looked at him, but did not move.
”What's the matter?” Cheng Yu is puzzled.
Lin Anlan reaches out and hugs him. He hugs Cheng Yu and says to him gently, ”I haven't completely recovered my memory either. I just think of a little bit, so don't be afraid.”
”What's more, although Jiang Xu and I have feelings in the past ten years, we will have feelings in the next few decades, so whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past has passed, but the future is what we should cherish.”
He held Cheng Yu's face and gave him a kiss on the lip.
”Xiaohua, as the amnesia of me at this stage, I am very happy, because I have been with you, even if I don't remember anything, I feel very relaxed and relieved. So, even if I recover my memory, you will be my most important person, because I won't have such an experience again, and you, only you, are completely involved in my period. ”