Chapter 57 (1/2)

57

Cheng Yu's heart is very hot because of his words. The hands that cover his eyes seem to have no strength.

His heart has faint excitement, mixed with joy, down the heart river, all the way to the heart.

He wanted to say yes, but he kept silent.

He was silent for a long time, then suppressed his inner desire and joy, and said calmly, ”no need.”

”It doesn't need to be like this.” His voice is very gentle, as always, as if the spring sun, warm and will not sunburn, ”there is no need. You're fine now, so you don't have to go out of your way to get in touch with him. ”

He knew that Lin Anlan had this idea, and he was already very happy, so he didn't need to really do it.

And he didn't want him to.

Lin Anlan does not understand, ”why? You want it very much. ”

”It's not necessary.” Cheng Yu said in a low voice, ”you don't need to pay for my joys and sorrows, and you don't need to let yourself bear the possibility of discontent for the future.”

He took his hand away from Lin Anlan's eyes. Lin Anlan blinked and adapted to the light again. Then he listened to Daocheng Yu's calm and rational words, ”just like you now, you will want to compensate me because you ignored me before. If I promise, you really do that, and you may feel regret because you ignored Jiang Xu now.”

”It's not necessary. I'm not Jiang Xu. I don't care about the relationship between you and him. Before I fell in love with you, I accepted that he was your friend and a good friend growing up with you. You have a good relationship.”

”So I accept his existence and your friendship.”

”But...”

”Nothing, but,” Cheng Yu interrupted, ”if you really want to compensate me, then wait until you recover your memory.”

His voice was gentle and ethereal, like the wind on the top of the mountain, which would disappear at any time. ”At that time, if you still felt that I was very poor and wanted to make up for it and let Jiang Xu taste it, then I would not object.”

”Because at that time, your memory is complete, you will no longer regret or blame yourself for your actions.”

”Now, you don't have to add that risk to yourself.”

He said it seriously, rationally and gently.

Lin Anlan always thinks that he is the more rational one between them. Cheng Yu and Cheng Yu like him too much, so many times, his sensibility is greater than his rationality.

It's nothing. It's normal. Love is not a rational thing.

If love is rational, everyone should choose the one who loves himself and enjoy the happiness of being liked, instead of pursuing his own love. He would rather cut through the thorns, get hurt and be discouraged, but also try to fly a moth to the fire.

Love itself is the most irrational thing.

But now Cheng Yu is very rational.

His reason is not for himself, but for him, so that he can not regret when he recovers his memory in the future, and not let his future self blame his present self.

Lin Anlan sighed and leaned in his arms, ”Xiaohua, you can't always think for me. You should also think for yourself. Love is selfish. Lovers have selfish rights.”

”I've been very considerate of myself.” Cheng Yudao.

He really thought about him. If he didn't think about himself, if he wasn't selfish, Lin Anlan should be at home now, accompanied by Jiang Xu, to spend this period of amnesia.

He is too for his own sake, so he would not let Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu cut off contact.

He will always recover his memory, so he can't do too much and make too many mistakes.

If you can, Cheng Yu still wants to fight for a fixed-term imprisonment, rather than life or death penalty.

He looked down at the person in his arms, gently smile, and he said, ”take a bath, it's time to go to bed.”

Lin Anlan went to the bathroom to take a shower. Cheng Yu took out his mobile phone and sent a wechat.

Cheng Yu: [next time Jiang Xu shows up again, let me know earlier.]

Good The other side replied.

He calmly looked and deleted the two wechat.

He came back more than 20 minutes earlier than Lin Anlan expected, not by coincidence, but by speeding up his pace.

When Jiang Xu entered the hotel, someone told him, but he was still busy at that time, so he didn't pay attention to his mobile phone.

Otherwise, Jiang Xugen could not have been alone with Lin Anlan for ten minutes.

Cheng Yu put down his cell phone and was relieved. Fortunately, Lin Anlan has always been a person with an idea.

Fortunately, amnesia is not common.

Therefore, Lin Anlan didn't believe Jiang Xu's words and made a plan.

So Jiang Xu didn't think in the direction of amnesia, only thought that Lin Anlan was really for him.

Each of them had half of the incomplete script, which was incomplete, but they both helped each other find a good reason.

From this point, Cheng Yu feels very lucky.

”I hope I can always be so lucky.” He laughed and prayed for himself.

Lin Anlan took a bath, changed his pajamas, and urged Cheng Yu to do the same.

When the two lay on the bed, the moon had already hung high, and the city was asleep.

Lin Anlan walked through the darkness in a quiet place. He opened the door and saw two children, two children he knew but was not familiar with. They were he and Jiang Xu in childhood.

He looked at his tender face, looked at the low desk and chair, and guessed that it was not long since he was in primary school.

He guessed right. It's true that he just entered primary school.