Chapter 51 (1/2)
Fifty-one:
”What did he tell you?” Cheng Yu approaches Lin Anlan and asks.
Lin Anlan thought about it and said to him, ”you are a good man.”
Cheng Yu:???
Cheng Yu is very unconvinced, ”no, I don't need a good man card.”
”Take it. Good people are more likable than bad people.”
”Is it?” Cheng Yu always thinks it's not so simple, but because of the camera, he doesn't ask.
When the camera turned off in the evening and the camera brother left, Cheng Yu asked again, ”what did he say to you in the afternoon?”
”Why do you still think about it?” Lin Anlan can't laugh or cry, ”all said, you are a good man.”
”I'm a good man, so you tell me, what did you say?”
Lin Anlan can not, ”really nothing, he let me like you, said you like me for a long time.”
”That's it?”
”What's more, if you make mistakes in the future, let me not blame you. People will make mistakes.”
Cheng Yu
”He said... Later?”
Lin Anlan thought, ”it seems that he didn't say it later, but that's almost what he meant. Anyway, he just didn't want us to quarrel.”
Cheng Yu
Cheng Yu thinks that he is really naive. How can this be the meaning?
”Well, if one day you find that I really made a mistake, and the mistake may be very serious, will you hate me? Would you like to give me a chance to come back? ”
”How can you two always hate each other? How can there be so much hatred in the world? How tired it is to hate a person? How can I have that Kung Fu?”
Cheng Yu
Cheng Yu didn't know what he was feeling in an instant.
He didn't want Lin Anlan to hate him, but he was afraid that if he didn't even hate him, he didn't have any trace in Lin Anlan's heart.
He himself can't tell whether he is more afraid of Lin Anlan hating him or whether Lin Anlan completely forgets him.
”Would you like to give me a chance to do it again?” He asked.
”Yes.” Lin Anlan said with a smile, ”when you fall in love, who can avoid mistakes and quarrels? It's your first time to fall in love, and it's my first time to fall in love. It's the first time to be a boyfriend for others. It's normal to make mistakes. Just change it.”
When he finished, he thought of something and asked, ”is it the first time for both of us to be boyfriends?”
He was sure that Cheng Yu was because he liked him from high school. After chasing him for so many years, he finally caught up with him.
But what about himself?
Did he fall in love with anyone else before he promised Cheng Yu?
Or ambiguous?
I don't think so. Otherwise, Cheng Yu would have said when he popularized the people in his address book.
But in case of breaking up, he deleted the contact information of the other party, there is no such person in the mobile phone, it is not impossible.
”No Cheng Yu interrupts his wishful thinking.
”As I said before, when you were in school, you were not very enthusiastic about love and making friends. Many people like you, but you refused. And I like you all the time, so I didn't accept others. It's really our first time to be a boyfriend for others. ”
”So we're both each other's first love.”
Cheng Yu didn't think of this word before. Now he suddenly heard that he used it on them, and his heart beat faster.
When he first liked Lin Anlan, he was in high school. At that time, he still realized that this was his first love.
So he was careful and knew that Lin Anlan was not interested in himself, so he never dared to tell him his feelings.
However, as the time of liking grew longer and the days of liking grew year by year and day by day, he felt as if he had already started a long love affair, so that now, he had forgotten that it was his first love.
More forget, this is Lin Anlan's first love.
He cheated Lin Anlan's first love.
Cheng Yu didn't know whether he was happy or afraid.
He was surprised that this was Lin Anlan's first love. He was the first person Lin Anlan loved, but he felt guilty for putting a layer of ash on Lin Anlan's first love.
He sat down beside Lin Anlan and said to himself, ”I'm sorry.”
Lin Anlan does not understand, ”how to say this suddenly?”
You should deserve a better first love, Cheng Yu said, at least you really like it.
It's not like me. It's just that I like you.
In the emotional world, people will yearn for what they like, and Lin Anlan should also have this qualification.
Be qualified to fall in love with the person you like.
This should be his first love, beautiful, exciting first love.
”What do you want?” Instead of answering his question, Cheng Yu digs off the topic and says, ”or what do you want from your first love?”
”No Lin Anlan is very satisfied with his first love, ”you are already very good.”
”If you think about it, you can tell me what you want to do, where you want to go and what you want.”
As long as Lin Anlan wants to, he can satisfy Lin Anlan. Except for the unexpected candidate of his first love, he can make up for what Lin Anlan wants and what his first love should have.
”Don't worry. If you think about it, you can tell me.”
Lin Anlan thinks that he really doesn't need anything. He is a person who doesn't have too many requirements. Now his work is smooth and his love is complete. Everything is beautiful, so he has no requirements.
No, he obviously wanted him to have some, so he nodded. Anyway, he didn't want to say it now. Maybe he will have some unexpected ideas in the future.
”Go to sleep.” Lin Anlan said, ”first love also has to sleep, it's time to sleep.”
”Good.” Cheng Yu holds him and lies in the quilt.
That night, he had a dream, a dream of sadness and joy.
He dreamed that when they were in high school, he and Lin Anlan went to the classroom after playing basketball. The sun was shining on the ground through the shade of the tree. They stepped on the light and shadow on the ground and listened to the sparrows chirping in the tree.
It was hot and dry, and the students were sleepy after the exercise.
Lin Anlan lies on the table and has a shallow rest. Cheng Yu takes a fan to help him fan the wind.