Chapter 49 (1/2)
Forty nine:
Lin Anlan sighed, ”our relationship, you know, was not an ordinary classmate friend, now we have such a lover's identity, so I think we should keep a proper distance, at least, you can't take the initiative to cue our lover's identity, when you just said boyfriend, I was scared to death.”
”When we don't have this identity, we can be a little closer and cover it up with our old classmates. But with this identity, if we are very close again, there will be some people who want to be crooked.”
”Yuan leren and Zhou Yuan are so reluctant to be lovers, isn't it because they are real?”
”Those who are not lovers will not feel anything when they take this identity. They may also feel very funny, but those who are lovers will inevitably feel guilty, especially when we can't come out yet.”
Hearing this, Cheng Yu felt inexplicably lost. He knew the truth, but he still felt lost.
”It's nothing.” He whispered, ”I see other people have fun too, and I don't take it seriously.”
”This is not a guilty conscience,” Lin Anlan held his hand, ”we still have to avoid suspicion a little bit.”
Cheng Yu knows the truth, but it's not easy to have such an opportunity, with the false identity given by the program team as a cover. He thought it would be closer, but he had to avoid suspicion.
Cheng Yu would never refuse Lin Anlan, especially for emotional matters. Lin Anlan didn't like it. Even if he liked it again, he would restrain himself, so he nodded, ”OK.”
”When we come out and officially announce it, I will show my love to you in front of others, OK?” Lin Anlan is afraid he is not happy, soft voice coaxes him way.
Cheng Yu nodded, but he knew that there would never be such a day.
He is not so mean as to cheat Lin Anlan and himself on the occasion of his amnesia. If it is not during this period of amnesia, what will they talk about?
They will never have the chance to show their love in front of others in this life.
Stolen love, even if it is owned, is short-lived and can not be seen.
But it's not Lin Anlan's fault. It's his fault. It has nothing to do with Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan is the real victim.
”Nothing.” Cheng Yu hugged him, ”I listen to you, I'm not in a hurry.”
He really has nothing to worry about, he already has this period of time that shouldn't exist, what else to worry about.
When Lin Anlan saw that he agreed, he didn't seem to mind very much, so he was relieved.
He is worried that Cheng Yu will be unhappy. In essence, he doesn't want to make Cheng Yu unhappy. He is willing to give Cheng Yu everything he can, but coming out is not one of them.
He kisses Cheng Yu's side face, ”thank you Xiaohua, Xiaohua is so nice.”
”Nothing.” Cheng Yu said with a smile, ”you're right. We really can't make a high profile.”
”Well.” Lin Anlan held his face, aimed at his lips, and gave him a heavy kiss, ”first low-key, and then official propaganda, and then high-key.”
”You can make any high profile you want.” He said softly.
Cheng Yu holds him in his arms. He doesn't want to make a high profile. He just wants to hold him forever.
It doesn't matter whether they are low-key or high-key. As long as they are together, the rest doesn't matter.
”I love you.” He said.
”I love you, too.” Lin Anlan said with a smile.
Cheng Yu hugs him and slowly hugs him.
They spend the night peacefully. The next morning, Lin Anlan rarely wakes up to see Cheng Yu by his side.
He has been used to opening his eyes every morning these days, and he is alone in bed. Now he can't help but be happy to see Cheng Yu.
”Good morning.” Lin Anlan turns over a little, presses Cheng Yu, and laughs at him.
Cheng Yu raised his hand, hugged him and gave him a kiss on the forehead. ”Good morning.”
”It's not easy.”
”Not easy?”
”Yes.” Lin Anlan put her hands under her chin and said, ”I haven't seen you when I wake up for a long time. Every time I wake up, you have already left.”
Cheng Yu touched his head with a smile. ”These days, you can see me as soon as you wake up.”
Lin Anlan was even more happy to hear him say so.
He happily kisses Cheng Yu's chin, leans against him and lies in his arms.
Cheng Yu looks at his happy and gentle appearance, and his heart is full of satisfaction.
Two people tired of crooked for a while, heard the doorbell, just got out of bed.
Cheng Yu goes back to his bedroom, and Lin Anlan goes into the bathroom to wash up. He changes his clothes and opens the door to the camera.
When he saw bread in the fridge, he fried two eggs and a few slices of ham to make a sandwich.
Cheng Yu went downstairs and saw him busy in the kitchen. He stepped in.
”Sandwich for breakfast.” Lin Anlan asked him, ”is that ok?”
”Yes.” Cheng Yu has no opinion.
He seldom lets Lin Anlan cook, so every time Lin Anlan does something, he is very happy and likes it.
”I'll have two.” Cheng Yudao.
Lin Anlan smiles, ”OK, I'll make you two big ones.”
”Well.”
Sandwiches are made very quickly. After a while, Lin Anlan makes a sandwich for two and puts it on the table. He has breakfast with Cheng Yu.
”How do we make money?” He asked Cheng Yu, ”do you think it's better to work, sell things or find a Chinese restaurant as a kitchen helper?”
”You've been thinking about making money so early.” Cheng Yu eats his sandwich and looks at him calmly.
”What else?”
”You can play for a while and then make money. It's hard to come out and play. Don't you want to go out for a walk? ”
”Yes, but we only have a little money. It's really good to go out and play, but it's not good without money.”