Chapter 41 (1/2)
forty-one:
Lin Anlan chuckled, ”am I jealous? What kind of jealousy do I have? I don't know that you like me and are still jealous? ”
Cheng Yu gently close to him, almost close to his lips, ”that is, I like you so much, so my baby really don't need to be jealous.”
Lin Anlan suddenly felt guilty. She blinked uneasily and her face was burning.
”Still, I'm happy.” Cheng Yu said, ”because you won't let me and other people fry CP.”
”For the first time, you mind that I have this kind of unnecessary ambiguity with others.”
Lin an LAN Zheng for a while, heart way, originally Cheng Yu care is this?
Cheng Yu quickly kisses him on the mouth, and his tone is full of joy. ”I like the feeling that you care about me.”
He looked at Lin Anlan, gentle and focused.
Lin Anlan is so watched by him, can't help but lift chin forward, kiss on Cheng Yu's mouth.
It's not that he doesn't like Cheng Yu. How can he really ignore Cheng Yu completely? He just thinks that this kind of thing, work thing, two people should make it clear. Too much care, on the contrary, will make his boyfriend tied, hinder his work, let him only add trouble.
But originally, does Cheng Yu want him to mind?
”I always mind.” He whispered, ”I like you, too. Naturally, I hope you belong to me alone, and don't have such unnecessary ambiguity with other people. But we are actors, and the work of actors determines that we can't completely avoid such ambiguity, so I show my indifference rationally.”
”Because I know you like me, only me, especially me, so I don't believe you have anything to do with them.”
”I trust you.” He explained.
Cheng Yu was stunned. The next second, he picked up Lin Anlan and carried him around. Then he put the man back on the ground and looked at him pleasantly, ”so you don't mind, do you believe me?”
Lin Anlan nodded, ”I know you won't really have anything with other people. I can't guarantee other people, but you and I are very sure.”
Cheng Yu's heart is filled with joy. He always thinks that Lin Anlan doesn't care. He thinks that this kind of thing doesn't need to be taken seriously. I didn't expect to trust him.
He held Lin Anlan in his arms and said in a low voice, ”of course, I don't like anyone but you.”
”So that's it.”
Lin Anlan looks at him and laughs. He really doesn't expect that what Cheng Yu wants is his mind.
Between lovers, what they fear most is that they don't trust each other enough, so he gave Cheng Yu his trust early. He thought that Cheng Yu would be at ease.
Unexpectedly, what Cheng Yu wants is actually his mind, his jealousy and dissatisfaction.
Lin Anlan thinks that this is probably the error of love. He thinks he is thinking about Cheng Yu, but what Cheng Yu wants is not his.
It's not difficult. After all, the most difficult trust in the world is to trust each other without reservation no matter what you encounter. Compared with trust, it's much easier to be jealous and mind.
If Cheng Yu wants to, Lin Anlan can satisfy him at any time.
He hugged Cheng Yu and gave him a kiss, ”so did my handsome, gentle and affectionate boyfriend promise her?”
Cheng Yu put his arms around his waist with a smile. ”Your boyfriend is so special. How can he promise other people this kind of thing?”
”So my boyfriend asked me that on purpose. Is he trying to set me up?”
”Of course not.” Cheng Yu said with a smile, ”I just want to hear your tone of mind.”
When Lin Anlan heard the speech, he thought of Cheng Yu's appearance when he just said ”it's not impossible”. Although he looked very calm and seemed to be smiling, he should be very disappointed.
It's just that he never shows this emotion to himself.
He touched Cheng Yu's head. ”Next time you're unhappy, tell me.”
”I can give you whatever you want, but first of all, I need to know what you want.”
Lin Anlan said seriously, ”I'm also a gardener for the first time. I only know that I want to water, fertilize and bask in the sun for you, but I don't know if the way I water and the length of time I bask in the sun are right. So you have to tell me. If you tell me, I'll know, and I'll give you the sunshine and rain you want.”
Cheng Yu listens to his words of coaxing children. His heart is sweet and soft like honey melted into water.
No one ever said this to him in such a tone. He didn't have it in his childhood or in his youth. When he was young, he met him.
He hugged Lin Anlan, chin on his shoulder, tightly hugged him.
”I wish you were by my side.”
”Of course I'll be by your side, so you can have other requirements, other things you want.”
”No more.” Cheng Yu hugged him and said in a soft voice, ”no more.”
As long as Lin Anlan is by his side, he doesn't need anything else.
Jealousy, mind or anything else, of course, is the best, no, it is not impossible.
Cheng Yu's request is very simple from beginning to end. People are always greedy. If they get a little, they will want some. If they get an inch, they will advance a foot. But Cheng Yu is different.
He firmly remembers his original intention, never dare to advance an inch, even more dare not to ask for too much.