Chapter 36 (2/2)
He said it calmly, but Jing's mother knew that it was money.
She can't do anything with her son, but she also knows that without money, there is no way to make up lessons, and he really can't go to university with such achievements.
Rich families will never know how terrible poverty is. Just like poor families, every step of the way is a multiple-choice problem.
When Jing Huan returns to the hospital after work, he sees his mother eating with Gu Shuyu.
Jing's mother likes him very much. She talks and laughs with him. Gu Shuyu smiles too. She seems very happy. Seeing him come in, she asks him, ”have you eaten yet? Would you like some? ”
Jing Huan refused, saying, ”I've eaten.”
After dinner, Gu Shuyu goes out to throw the garbage. Jing Huan goes out with him and asks him how he came.
They rely on the window to talk, sunset, sunset covered the sky, golden light slowly swam in the window, for the window plated with a layer of Phnom Penh.
Gu Shuyu in such a landscape, suddenly said, ”Jinghuan, which school were you from before?”
Jing Huan Leng for a moment, back to him, ”15.”
”Oh.” Gu Shuyu nodded, ”your school is not very good, teachers are not good, school spirit is also general.”
Jing Huan murmured, inexplicably a little inferior.
”So your bad grades may not be your problem, but your teachers are not good. You need to change schools and teachers.”
”It's all in the past.”
”It can also be in the future.”
Gu Shuyu looked back at him. In the afterglow of the setting sun, he gave him a smile and said, ”Jing Huan, you still need to read. You are like this now, there is no way to give your mother a good life in the future. ”
”I admit that reading is not the only way out, and people's value does not have to be realized through reading. But for most people, reading is the easiest and easiest way to succeed. You are repairing the car now, aren't you? But you can't repair a car for life. You can imagine that you will have a 4S store and become a store manager in the future, but there are always fewer store managers and more shop assistants. ”
”So you'd better go back to school.”
The afterglow of the setting sun dyed his face with orange light. He stood in the light, shining.
Jing Huan said, ”I don't have the time, I don't have extra money, and I don't think I will be the material for learning.”
Gu Shuyu and Wen judo said, ”I'll help you. Even if I help you, I'll work for our family when you go to college.”
Jing Huan shakes his head.
Gu Shuyu asked him, ”don't you have confidence in yourself? You don't even have the confidence and courage. How can you compete with others with your high school diploma in the future? ”
He said, ”Jing Huan, I can help you. I don't help you unconditionally. I also have my own selfishness. I can help you go back to school, but you have to leave me the time after school in the afternoon, and there is time in the future.”
Jing Huan didn't understand. He asked, ”why?”
”You don't have to help me like that?”
”But you want it, don't you?” Gu Shuyu's tone was calm and gentle. ”We are the same age. I know you better than your mother.”
Jing Huan stares at him. For a moment, he can't speak.
He looked at the young man in front of him. Gu Shuyu's face was half in the light and half in the world. He was smiling. The light was brilliant, just like a God in the world.
He stared at him, staring at him, the feelings in his eyes slowly surging, those suppressed desire and unwilling, those abandoned once and dream, all revived at this moment.
The heavy emotion is pounding his heart, wrapping a layer of dream for Gu Shuyu in his eyes.
On that day, he had a person in his heart.
This is not the starting point of his love for Gu Shuyu, but the moment that he can't forget.
His mother made people nostalgic for this world, but Gu Shuyu made him learn to thank this world.
He became the person Jing Huan wanted to be in her life.
”Card.” Zhang Shousheng interrupts Cheng Yu's mood. ”Cheng Yu, the emotion in your eyes is too deep. You should take a little more.”
”Good.” Cheng Yu nodded.
He closed his eyes. After hearing ”action”, he went through the play again with Lin Anlan.
However, when he finally looked at Lin Anlan, his eyes were almost the same as before.
Director Zhang called ”card” again, ”Cheng Yu, your eyes are not right, you have to accept, don't have so deep feelings, at this time Jing Huan didn't like Gu Shuyu.”
Cheng Yu frowned. No, he thought that even if Jing Huan didn't like Gu Shuyu at this time, his feelings for Gu Shuyu would only be deep at this moment.
Why did he take it?
At this time, Jing Huan was surprised, joyful, grateful and even unbelievable. He could not restrain his excitement. He had received the surprise without any precaution. How could he restrain his emotions?
And if it wasn't for deliberate suppression, how could the feelings in his eyes at this time not be deep.
Cheng Yu turned to guide Zhang and said to him seriously, ”director Zhang, I don't think Jing Huan's feelings in his eyes will be very shallow at this time. For him, this is something he never thought of. It's his desire in his heart. He didn't tell anyone, and he didn't think anyone would spy on him. But Gu Shuyu noticed that, and he satisfied his desire, He can't just stare at him, the emotion in his eyes must be very deep. ”
Zhang Dao advised him, ”Xiao Cheng, at this time Jing Huan did not like Gu Shuyu, how could his eyes have such deep feelings?”
”Because Gu Shuyu spied his inner desire and realized it. Even if he didn't love Gu Shuyu at this time, he was very grateful in his heart and was surprised to have such a person. ”
Cheng Yu looks at him and tries to explain this emotion to him patiently.
At first, director Zhang wanted to refute him, but later he felt that what he said seemed reasonable.
He has been away from school for too long. Cheng Yu is younger and shorter than him. Therefore, he may have a better understanding of what Jing Huan, 17, is feeling at this time.
”Well, just as you said. I didn't expect that you were so good at Jing Huan.”
Cheng Yu was stunned for a moment and didn't speak.
He realized later that the reason why he came to Director Zhang was that he would analyze Jing Huan's psychology with director Zhang over and over again, and would tell director Zhang that Jing Huan's feelings could not be just a wave of water.
Not because of anything else, but because he was too familiar with the feeling.
Like Jing Huan, he once hoped that someone would pry into his inner desire, extend his hand, accompany him, and move forward with him.
Therefore, Jing Huan met Gu Shuyu, he met Lin Anlan.
But the difference is that Gu Shuyu saw his hidden desire. He satisfied his desire and became the light that Jing Huan did not dare to touch in his life.
And Lin Anlan
Cheng Yu unconsciously looks behind him. Lin Anlan stands not far away and looks at him with concern. When he looks back, he gives him a gentle smile.
He smiles softly and beautifully. Cheng Yu looks at them as if he saw what they looked like eight years ago, before the long time has not changed.
That was the time he remembered clearly, and the starting point of his countless midnight dreams.
At that time, he was only a sophomore, and so was Lin Anlan.
They are classmates of the same class, but Lin Anlan is the first in the class, he is the last few in the class.
No, Yu doesn't care. Yu Heng's requirement for him is that he can only enter the rocket class. As for other people, they never have any requirements for his study or life.
Cheng Yu was not interested in everything at that time. He spent most of his time playing games, surfing the Internet and reading comics.
If yu Juan is not busy, he will come to see him and take care of him. Once Yu Juan is busy, Cheng Yu feels that he seems to have little connection with the world.
He is so boring and boring life, until, Lin Anlan broke into his field of vision.