C149 (1/2)
It was a little quiet in the ward, as Yan Xu Yan let out a bitter laugh, ”I'm fine. Is it that you think I'm crazy to be chasing after you again?”
Ling Xiaosu felt a little awkward and hurriedly explained, ”No, I mean …” Ling Xiaosu wanted to explain, but in the end, she just realized that she couldn't say it.
Ling Xiaosu stood on the spot, holding her fingers. Facing the injured Yan Qianyin, she was unable to utter any vicious words.
Yan Xu Yan looked passionately at Ling Xiaosu, and said slowly, ”Xiaoxiao, I want you to understand that it was my fault in the past. I shouldn't have had an affair with those artists behind your back …” ”After that, even if you asked me to break up with you, I would still agree. Even if it's the fifty thousand you wanted to give me, I wouldn't take it.”
As he listened to Yan Xu Yan, Ling Xiaosu couldn't help but recall the scene of them breaking up.
”But that doesn't mean we broke up.” All of a sudden, Yan Xu Yan's gaze turned sharp as he stared at Ling Xiaosu.
Ling Xiaosu's heart tightened as he frowned slightly. He looked at Yan Huyan and asked, ”What do you mean?” Why couldn't she understand what Yan xuyan was saying?
Yan Xu Yan suddenly smiled again, but there was no obvious smile in his eyes, ”If I hadn't backed out, this heaven defying official would never have had the chance to approach you. In the end, this heaven defying official is still a vile and vile man; to think that he would actually interfere between us. How despicable!”
Ling Xiaosu was shocked by the hatred in Yan Xu Yan's eyes and asked in astonishment, ”Yan Xu Yan, do you know what you're saying?”
”Of course I know. If it wasn't for the heaven defying official, we might still be together.” Yan Qianyin was completely engrossed in his own thoughts, even thinking that he was absolutely right.
”No, you don't.” Ling Xiaosu sighed, her eyes no longer wary of Yan Xu Yan. She looked at Yan Xu Yan and said, ”I have nothing to do with you or anyone else. It's just that there's no trust between us.”
”I love you a lot, Yan Xu Yan, but that was just before. I told you before that you should never blame your wrongdoings on anyone else, but after so long, you are still the same. Yan Xu Yan, I have truly misjudged you.” Ling Xiaosu's expression was cold, but more than that, it was relief, ”No matter what, our breakup is already the truth. No matter how you salvage it, we won't be able to return to how we were before. I don't love you anymore, Yan Qiuyan.”
I really don't.
Yan Xu Yan listened dumbfoundedly as Ling Xiaosu finished her story. As he was preparing to leave, Yan Xu Yan suddenly shouted out loud from behind Ling Xiaosu, ”You're lying! Xiaoxiao, how could you not love me! ”
Ling Xiaosu felt a slight headache. Why was it that even after so much time had passed, Yan Xu Yan still hadn't realized his mistake? He kept insisting on his own thoughts again and again.
Yan Xu Yan pulled away the blanket excitedly, removed the needle from the back of his hand, got up and was about to walk in front of Ling Xiaosu, ”It must be that heaven defying person who has bewitched you, and that's why you said such words to me. How can you not love me anymore? ”How can you stop loving me so quickly?”
Ling Xiaosu turned around and saw Yan Xu Yan walking towards him with shaky steps. She hurriedly said, ”You're crazy, Yan Xu Yan!”
Having said that, Ling Xiaosu wanted to rush forward to support Yan Huyan, but he was slapped away by him.
Yan Xu Yan looked at Ling Xiaosu as she laughed maniacally, ”Xiaoxiao, I can't believe that you stopped loving me so quickly. We've been together for so long, how can you change so quickly?”
”But before this …” Ling Xiaosu looked at Yan Xu Yan and took a deep breath, ”We've been gone from each other for almost five months. It's almost been half a year, and the relationship that should have ended has already ended. Do you understand?”
She really didn't like Yan Xu Yan the slightest bit. She hoped that Yan Xu Yan would understand that the two of them hadn't been together for long. Even if they had been separated for a long time, they still had feelings for each other.
There was no longer any feeling between Yan Qianyin and her.