Chapter 236 If I matter to you dont marry her 30 (2/2)

”What?” is this that scary, huh? Roline lowered her top and looked at Han Rein, her father with a smile much worse than crying. several tears had dried and more fresh ones kept flowing.

I am worse than an empty box after I was cut like a rat, my body became very weak and I slipped into a three-day coma. the doctors were all scared but when I woke up, the theatre was open and I was laid on a stretcher like a dead body. my sight was very blurry. I tried to speak but no one could hear me and right after, I fell asleep again. the next day I was very fine when I woke up but I had lost my womb without anticipating it. said Roline caressing her flat stomach and tears streaming down her face and that only explained why ...

”I am sorry, truly sorry for all that you went through...” Roline's dad started apologising but Roline wasn't bothered, instead, she looked at him and said:

”I have had enough!” I don't want to hear sorry(s) from you people. I don't want to ever hear that word again, never in this lifetime. never! what? do you think it's going to do me any good?

Isn't that the same thing everyone says now and then?... I have my way of dealing with my matters. maybe she felt better, Roline looked at her with a sense of tenderness.

”Dad, there is so much goodness around the world. I moved places just like a butterfly, I have tested all kinds of food and lived in the iciest places you have ever heard of but you have always been me. without you, the Roline you see is no more but I can't believe the fact that the peace I was protecting through everything was only for you to think I was not well. where did you expect me to go show off my ugly scars, where?

How would I go to parties when I am not sure whether my only girl will even make it the next day? but let's cut this short, I want to leave and right now. you can keep Cai if you want, I will go live at my place maybe then the pain you have will go away, right?

there is one guarantee though, today might one of the days you will feel well.

I don't hate but I wish you to understand what has been going on in my life, I want you to see whatever I have except one thing;

”I don't wish you to wake up one day when your own heart can't take what you are going through.” I don't wish my dad to feel the pain that almost killed, I don't wish you to see us die in your own hands but if any of these happen, you will need this friend of yours. Roline said looking at the old man. he was in a trance. his eyes not moving, neither his other body parts. Han Rein continued to stand there like it was the best thing he could do, sorry(s) were out of all the options yet he couldn't find any other better solution.