Chapter 377 - I want to see Akito (2/2)

Yang sighed. ”No need, I know you usually say that stuff to Akito.”

”Why would you know?”

”I spoke to him before I chased after you.” Yang trailed off and sighed. ”He was very worried about you coming back. He seemed visibly shaken, so I had to reassure the idiot that you're not leaving and that you would return.”

So Akito was worried about that? Of course, he would be. During the time they were together, he did not hide his discomfort whenever she mentioned her memories. This was why she stopped talking to him about it. She does not want to see that expression on his face ever again.

If he told Yang the things that would make her feel better…

He disclosed such information to his rival. Akito was that worried, huh?

”I know it is early, but should we head there first after all? Your spacing out.”

Shoot, it was noticeable. She can't tell him what she was thinking, because he will indirectly brush it off to prevent her from worrying. Ah, this is what Altheia-san meant, huh? It's because she does things like this, that he never truly understands what she's thinking.

Setsura reached over and placed her hand on his face. ”...Sumire?”.

It's because she can't be selfish.

Because she never asks help for anyone and always takes everything up herself. Always taking on tasks alone.

Stuff like 'I don't want to burden them.'

Or,' she can handle it by herself' may have just been excuses this entire time.

Ah, after all, she's like that.

Akito said it before,' Your actions tend to contradict the words your saying. Is there really any need for you to put on such a strong front all the time? Your afraid, aren't you. Of betrayal, of getting hurt. That's why you hide under this mask of deception and see through others. But what you really want is someone to break through your facade, to see through it and pull you to the surface'.

Akito was not the only one who said those words to her, but that guy said something similar. The person who saved her from never-ending darkness. She wants to see Akito again; she wants to have a proper talk with him. There are so many things she wants to say to that person.

Her thoughts broke off when Yang pulled her down onto the bed. He buried his lips on her neck. ”I know what your thinking; you want to meet with him, don't you?”

”Yang…”

”You know, Setsura,” Yang mumbled. ”I wasn't kidding when I said I liked you. I wasn't kidding when I said I wanted to marry you either.”

Her eyes widened when she heard those words. ”But I understand better than anyone how difficult my behavior is. It must have been difficult for you.”

If he says things like that, how can she possibly dump him?

This isn't fair; he isn't making this easy for her. She said those words to Chauncey, but Sestsura understood that she did not say it with conviction. It will be very difficult for her to leave this person. But could she continue their relationship and her mission at the same time?

The recent events lately have made her think a lot, and she understood after much thought. There is somebody after her in the past and the future. The person who is her partner will get hurt the most, so she decided it would be betterto be alone. But, her gaze fell on Yang, who was placing kisses down her neck.

Not only does he make it hard for her to let him go, but he does so by making her feel loved. This won't be easy, huh?