Chapter 234 – Ye Xiaoxiao’s Letter (1/2)
On the letter, it was written:
Liu Lei,
When you received this letter, I’m already on the train. I think you must know the news about me quitting my job as the class tutor. Yes, I cannot face our relationship, so I couldn’t help but choose to escape.
Ever since that night, I could never have a good night’s sleep, I keep on thinking about the thing between us, yet never found an answer that satisfied myself. I’m a bit lost, a bit helpless… It’s just, you bastard, it’s been so many days, don’t you know to call me once?
Where did you die off at, I really should have called the police for them to arrest you and throw you in jail! Oh, no, it should be that I will always have the right to pursue legal responsibilities from you, hehe, how is it, scared, then pray that I don’t regret it, or quickly run before I regret it, hehe.
Do you still remember that little secret between us? Perhaps you have already forgotten, if it wasn’t for this, I might not even think about that little stuff, but when I thought back, I found that some things were engraved into my heart like it was yesterday.
Although I am your class tutor in name, I always felt like you were not like a high school student, it’s just like you said, a good friend, perhaps you have never treated me as your class tutor, sometimes I even feel that you are even more mature than me…
Do you still remember I caught you with the tt (I sweat, what is this? Only after reading the rest, did I judge that it should be talking about the rubber) at school? I was beyond angry at the time, I didn’t even know what came over me at the time, but only now did I finally understand, I was jealous, perhaps it sounds very funny, I actually got jealous because of you!
Although this sounds outrageous, I seemed to have accidentally fallen for you!
How is it? Are you very happy about a beauty liking you? But you already have two girlfriends, this xiaojie have no interest in getting jealous with them.
I thought about it for a long time, then finally decided, I’m going to leave, I chose to leave, although running away is a very irresponsible action, I have no other choice.
Don’t try to find me, I will naturally come and find you when I thought it through, don’t worry, I won’t go and like other men, since I’m your woman already, even though I was forced! (There was an emoji behind it)
Oh yeah, my parents don’t know about this, don’t blame them, they didn’t mean it, from their perspective, you’re just a child, they never thought that this would happen. I told them that I wanted to continue studying and improve myself.
Take care of yourself, I hope when you’re free, you would think of me, there is still a girl that loves you from afar.
Ye Xiaoxiao.
After that was the date, I looked at it, it was just yesterday.
I took a deep breath, the melancholic feeling in my heart would not calm down no matter what. I knew, I knew, I left behind another debt, although I don’t know what Ye Xiaoxiao’s final decision is, I should still carry this responsibility.
I folded up the letter, and put it back in the envelope. I used my key to open the middle drawer of my table. I had kept some important stuff to me inside, including the contracts with foreign companies and that not which little chick Zhao wrote when she gave me the lunch box of love, although I couldn’t fold it back into a heart shape after I took it apart, I still carefully put it away. I put Ye Xiaoxiao’s letter on top, then locked the drawer again.
Although the situation has ended, my heart felt like there was a huge boulder weighing a ton on top of it.