Chapter 44 – Spring Roll (2/2)

“Ai!” Xia Jing sighed, and said coyly, “How about I open the blanket, but you can’t do that to me!”

Suddenly, I felt like I was truly a bastard. It was very normal for the girl to wrap herself up, what was I angry for, were they born so you could touch them? I laughed wryly, then shook my had, and turned around. I just wanted to apologize to Xia Jing, I didn’t expect Xia Jing really opened he blanket that was wrapped around her body. Under the moonlight, I could see the embarrassment on Xia Jing’s face.

“Da Gege, is okay now right,” Xia Jing said softly.

“Go to sleep, just now it was Da Gege’s mistake, Da Gege did have ill intentions,” I said shamefully. I was messing around with a seventeen or eighteen years old girl even though I’m already thirty.

“I believe Da Gege,” Xia Jing smiled and said. Then suddenly continued shyly, “Actually, even if, even if Da Gege really wanted to do anything to me, I wouldn’t blame you…”

Could this count as a hint? It can’t be? Why is the heavens favoring me so?

However I didn’t do anything in the end, since my image as the Da Gege was still rather positive. I couldn’t bare to leave any traumas in the little greenhouse flower’s heart.

Thinking to that point, the desires in my heart also calmed down quite a lot, I gradually fell asleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night once to go to the bathroom. When I came back, I found that Xia Jing kicked away the blanket covering her, the whiteness in front of her chest appeared unrestrained before me.

This —— I didn’t know what to do, you were the one who seduced me, it’s not my problem right? Thus, my hand subconsciously wanted to reach over…

Suddenly Xia Jing shouted, “Da Gege, don’t leave me! Don’t send me home! I won’t cover myself like a spring roll anymore…”

I was shocked, and immediately retracted my hands. After looking at Xia Jing for a while, and realized her eyes were shut, and her breathing was calm. So the little beauty was sleep talking!

I reached my hand over again, Xia Jing spoke again, “ Da Gege, I opened the blanket already, you can do whatever you want to me, just don’t throw me away!”

I looked at my hand that was hanging in midair, and finally gave up. Hearing Xia Jing’s poor sleep talk, I felt like if I really did something while she was sleep, then that would be too contemptible.

The entire night, Xia Jing and I didn’t have any contact between our bodies, although I wanted to, every time I saw Xia Jing’s smiling face, I couldn’t bare to reach out the sinful hand.

Ai, it’s so hard being a good person, I kept on restraining myself, I felt like I nearly turned into a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle.⌈1⌋ It can’t carry on like that, staying at my home for one or two days was fine, but if it goes on for a long time, then what?

Although it felt great with a little beauty around, but I could only look and not touch, and couldn’t have any bad thoughts, that would be too difficult.

It looks like I have to find a time to have a chat with Xia Jing, continuing on like this really won’t do, if she really stays, then sleeping on separate beds would be better, or else I won’t even be able o sleep well. If I continue suffering like this everyday, I’ll definitely breakdown.

Even if I’m a good person, I will be tortured into a pervert with ill intentions.

Thinking about these random crap, I gradually became more sleep, and fell asleep, however, subconsciously, I still tried to control myself, and didn’t allow my hands to go over to Xia Jing.

Does this count as finding suffering for myself?

1. The raws has 忍 which means restrain/hold back. It is the same character as the first character of TMNT (忍者神龟)