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However, Lu Junhao was different from him. Lu Junhao had lived in an environment where he did not have a father to worry about since a young age, and his mother had also left him when he was very young. He had just been envious of her not because he admired her calmness, but because she had a good father.
”Mom, do you know? At that time, how much effort did I put in to become the CEO of Lu? I started from the bottom, and did all sorts of hard work, but what about Lu Juncheng? He didn't know anything yet, so why should he assume the position of vice president? You said that Lu Juncheng is his son, am I not? How can he do this to me? ”
Although he was just speaking and not crying, Luo Qingyu could feel that his heart was crying. It was just that the pride he had developed over a long period of time made him unable to cry, but his heart was actually bleeding, right? She wanted to go out and comfort him, but if she went out now, wouldn't he find out that she was following him?
He took another sip of the wine and drank until he realized that there was no more wine. He opened another bottle and continued to drink. He had bought quite a number of beers and was now extremely drunk. However, he still continued to drink and wanted to use the alcohol to dispel his worries. However, how could his worries disappear with the alcohol?
”Mommy, after you passed away, he married that woman into his family and brought a child with him. Clearly, they have been together for a long time. Since the two of them came in, he has rarely cared about me. No, that's not appropriate, but he has never cared about me.
Regarding Lu Junhao's childhood, Luo Qingyu didn't know because he had never told anyone else about it. He had always been silently hiding this in his heart. Was he going to bear it all by himself? Her heart ached for him. She had always thought that he was a proud son of heaven, but he had never thought that he would suffer more than anyone else.
I have become strong, and do not want others to know my weak side. I want to live a good life with him, but his eyes were always on Lu Juncheng, and I thought that I was not good enough, so I worked hard to become good. ”
”But even though I've become very good, he still doesn't seem to see it. Mother, you don't know, right? Lu Juncheng is extremely weak, unable to support the overall situation and the Lu s, but what about him? I didn't want the Lu to be destroyed by him like this. He said that she was jealous of Lu Juncheng, so she intentionally suppressed him. ”
”I used to really want to get his attention, get his concern, but I don't know when it started, I don't want to, just keep on maintaining this cold relationship, his care, I don't care anymore, every time I say this to myself, I think I really don't care anymore, but today's argument, let me know, I don't really care either.”
”At that time, he told me that I couldn't simply hand over Lu to me, and that he wanted to give me some experience so that I could start from the bottom of the company. I thought back then that he did it to train me, and it was for my own good, but I have already absorbed one of them, maybe he didn't even want to give me the Lu, so he deliberately made up this kind of excuse. However, I never expected that I would really climb up to a higher position one step at a time. At that time, because of what he had said, he did not refute me, so he reluctantly gave it to me. ”
”No matter what kind of person Lu Juncheng is, he likes him and wants to give him the best thing. I reckon that Lu also wanted to leave it for him, but somehow, it all happened to me, which is why she couldn't wait for Lu Juncheng to become the Vice President.”
”Mom, I'll talk about that heart. What do you think I should do? What should I do? ”
He talked to himself as he faced the tombstone. Naturally, the tombstone would not answer him. He picked up the bottle and downed half of it in one gulp.
Luo Qingyu wanted to stop him, but with his current condition, he could not stop anyone. No wonder he was so disappointed today, he had actually grown up like this. Although Luo Qingyu had lost his mother when he was young, at least he had a father who truly liked her and treated her well.
”I really won't be sad anymore because of him. He's not my dad, I hate him, I'll still become the strong me of the past, I won't be like this again, but it's only for a few years. Mom, let me talk to you properly … alright?”
”I'm sorry I didn't come to see you for so long, but you came to pour so much bitter water on me. But mother, I can only tell you about this. I don't want others to know about my weak side.”
”I am the CEO of the Lu, so no matter what, I cannot let anyone know my weakness. Otherwise, I will only be led astray by the nose by others.”
Lu Junhao said, he did not sit, and laid down. He was probably too tired, so he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Luo Qingyu only slowly walked out when he heard his even breathing. Too many things had happened today, and he also knew too many things. She needed time to think about it carefully. She looked at the soundly sleeping Lu Junhao, then gently lifted his head and placed it on her legs, allowing him to sleep more comfortably.